About me:
I am a mostly depressing person. i like to be alone but only
 because i think i'm supposed to be. most of the people i have 
gotten close to in my life have let me down, and i think thats
 why its hard to let others in.

I am an animal lover. i get along with my pets more than 
i do people. i show more sympathy towards animals than i ever 
have towards a person.

I usualy always find some way to ruin any kind of good thing for me. 
I often believe that i don't deserve anything because 
i feel guilty when others have nothing.

I'd rather be cold than warm at all times. i like winter over summer 
and fall over spring.
i like night time better than daylight.

I like the smell of air conditioners, sponges, and brand new 
cardboard for packaging.
i like vanilla or creamy type aromas more than floral and 
sweet over musk.
i would rather smell like cotton candy than soap.
i hate the smell of cleansers like bleach or most cleaning products.
i dont like the smell of cinamon or spices.



the only thing i don't mind spending money on is my hair products.
i often change products so my hair doesn't get used to the chemicals
or nutrients in the shampoos or conditioners.

my favorite food is mexican and my favorite meal is breakfast so 
breakfast burritos are an epic win for me.

i prefer movies over books any day. when i watch movies its like 
someone painting a moving picture. i love theatre i think because 
it runs through my veins and because of greek mythology.

i love to explore and i have a great sense of direction. i go anywhere 
once and i'll find five different ways to get there next time. 
if there is a chance i can get lost i take it.

As much as i like cuddleing with someone watching a good movie, 
i don't often like to be around people for a long length of time.

i dont think i can live with someone. i need a lot of alone time. and 
i have never been able to sleep next to someone. (though i'm 
still trying to find the guy i can't sleep without)


i don't like to be naked at all. even when i'm by myself. 
i sleep fully clothed and often with many layers.

i love sex.
i love talking about it, having it, and watching porn. i don't find 
anything gross about it or anything wrong about it. i don't believe 
in waiting for it because i think its only good when you 
absolutly want it. and its the best in those moments of 
not being able to wait anymore.



i don't believe in marraige, i dont want to get married.
i don't like kids and never want any of my own.

i dont realy like flowers but i've never gotten them. i believe 
flowers should be grown not bought.
my favorite are sunflowers because of my favorite greek myth.

my favorite color is black but i often acompany it with purple shades.
i have painted almost everything that is paintable in my path. 


i dye my hair all the time, i love changing it but i usualy stay with 
dark reddish/purple shades. i sometimes highlight with blondes or
pinks but i've been trying for a lavendar color for the longest time.

i love to travel but have never been out of the country. 
live pretty much on the canadian border. have seen it and could 
reach out and touch it but have never been there.
i have many plans of travel and meeting many people i have 
talked to but never seen.

its hard for me to cry but when i do i enjoy it.

i dont believe that you should judge a person by how they look and 
i believe that "love" is blind but people are not.
i do also believe that the way a person smells is 
far more powerfull.

i don't believe in people being made for each other or 
that there is only one person for you. 
i believe anyone is capable in being with anyone, 
that love is learned not just made.