I really need to vent about some shit that happened today...
Well, as some may know, my ex and I have been trying to continue to be friends, and sometimes we'd go out, and have fun.. But when we actually started dating again one of his friends was trying to make it hell by making it seem like he was lying, and being unfaithful.. After Will, and I talked about it, and went back to being friends.. This morning after I got off work, he texts me saying that his, bitch ass, friend texted him saying that I messaged her on facebook threatening her life. He didn't even asked me. He was accusing me. I lost it.
I don't do that immature teenage shit! I'm not in junior high, and havn't been for a long time! Even in Junior High I wasn't that dumb!
I called him bitching, and screaming. I told him that if he was going to believe his friend whom he's only been hanging out with for a few weeks over me who he has been dating for a little over a year, then don't talk to me, and I hung up the phone. I had a huge break down in the middle of my brothers work. People were offering to buy me things, my brothers boss said the he would show me his boobies if it would make me smile, then he started to sing this weird song about how people shouldn't frown. Hehe. Silly, man.
Will called me back, and we talked for a few.. He tells me that he wasn't accusing me, and that he really doesn't care if I did or not.. but if he didn't care then why did he say what he said?
I really don't care about what's going on between me, and will right now. I'll get over it. .. I just don't understand why someone would even say something like that about me when they don't even know me? That's fucking bullshit, and it left me feeling like total shit today. Right when I got home I layed in bed for 5 hours crying my eyes out because of this fucking cunt. I had done nothing to her! I havn't even spoken to her, and yet she comes at me like this? What the fuck? Has this world no manners? I have no enemies. I hate no one in my life, and I'm friendly with everyone, even when they don't deserve my kindness! This has never happened to me before, and I don't know how to handle it. All I want to do is cry. I don't know why it hurts so much. but it does, and i want it to stop. ='(
If anyone has any advice I would love to hear it.