Well, as some may know, my ex and I have been trying to continue to be friends, and sometimes we'd go out, and have fun.. But when we actually started dating again one of his friends was trying to make it hell by making it seem like he was lying, and being unfaithful.. After Will, and I talked about it, and went back to being friends.. This morning after I got off work, he texts me saying that his, bitch ass, friend texted him saying that I messaged her on facebook threatening her life. He didn't even asked me. He was accusing me. I lost it.

I don't do that immature teenage shit! I'm not in junior high, and havn't been for a long time! Even in Junior High I wasn't that dumb!

I called him bitching, and screaming. I told him that if he was going to believe his friend whom he's only been hanging out with for a few weeks over me who he has been dating for a little over a year, then don't talk to me, and I hung up the phone. I had a huge break down in the middle of my brothers work. People were offering to buy me things, my brothers boss said the he would show me his boobies if it would make me smile, then he started to sing this weird song about how people shouldn't frown. Hehe. Silly, man.

Will called me back, and we talked for a few.. He tells me that he wasn't accusing me, and that he really doesn't care if I did or not.. but if he didn't care then why did he say what he said?

I really don't care about what's going on between me, and will right now. I'll get over it. .. I just don't understand why someone would even say something like that about me when they don't even know me? That's fucking bullshit, and it left me feeling like total shit today. Right when I got home I layed in bed for 5 hours crying my eyes out because of this fucking cunt. I had done nothing to her! I havn't even spoken to her, and yet she comes at me like this? What the fuck? Has this world no manners? I have no enemies. I hate no one in my life, and I'm friendly with everyone, even when they don't deserve my kindness! This has never happened to me before, and I don't know how to handle it. All I want to do is cry. I don't know why it hurts so much. but it does, and i want it to stop. ='(

If anyone has any advice I would love to hear it.

thank you.

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Posted at 04/12/2010 10:39 PM

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DramaQueenJen56 said at 04/14/2010 01:58 PM

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that girl must be jealous of you, it happened to me too, just ignore her, maybe she'll leave you alone

ghst fdz said at 04/13/2010 08:12 PM

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Amazing girls usually revolve around douchey asshole guys..

=/

xLick My Gruntx said at 04/14/2010 12:23 AM

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That explains why she was with you then ;)

xIxBattsyxIx said at 04/14/2010 01:24 PM

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Rude!

ghst fdz said at 04/15/2010 01:35 AM

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Way to stab me in the HEART, Ben!
Way to stab me in the heart..

LOL

xLick My Gruntx said at 04/15/2010 08:44 AM

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Awww. You know I love you really, Blakedizzle!

AngelEyez23 said at 04/13/2010 03:35 PM

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dont let stupid bitches that are jealous of you bring you down. thats what they want and your better than that!!!

xIxBattsyxIx said at 04/14/2010 01:24 PM

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Thanks, hun. =)

xR0NPAULx said at 04/13/2010 11:26 AM

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Forget fucking losers and get better friends... you know... one's that meet some sort of standards rather than none at all.

ThatFieldsBoy said at 04/13/2010 11:14 AM

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you could just move down south where nobody gives a shit what goes on...lol...i know the whole ex feeling tho...and i was the one that broke up with her after 3 years and then she turns around a week later and gets with one of my close friends...it gets worse...he asked me what he should do for her for christmas...all i told him was "what you can do for her is to tell her to go to hell and then say merry christmas from me"...but shit happens just hold your head up

KuRuPT xLOx said at 04/13/2010 09:22 AM

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The worst day of your life though.. ummm okay…. I think your advice is all right there in your blog... You don't know her.. thus, she shouldn't have this much of an impact on your life. For you to be "crying your eyes out for 5 hours" over someone you don't even know saying something... means there is also an issue within you. What she did was wrong and immature.. however, how you're handling it and letting it affect you this much is also a problem. Obviously your exaggerating some (worst day etc etc) but I hope most of this was an exaggeration. Somebody you don't even know, should never be able to affect you like this with only words.

ComptonEMT said at 04/13/2010 08:43 AM

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idk... we need to put her on a scale with a duck... if they weigh the same then she is a witch and we burn her!... BURRRRRRNNNNN HERRRRR!!!!

xIxBattsyxIx said at 04/13/2010 10:45 AM

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Aye, lets burrrn her! Lawls. Yay, funny movie.

ComptonEMT said at 04/13/2010 10:55 AM

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"what else floats in water?"

"very small rocks"

Define Luck said at 04/13/2010 08:04 AM

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Ok ill give this a shot. First of all you have to remember when you break up with someone it will always be one of the hardest things you'll ever have to endure in your lifetime. When we are together with someone we make a subconscience decision that we want to be with that person for a long time or sometimes even forever :) and after getting to know the person and learning so much about them, when the relationship falls apart all that information is now useless, and the void they filed has opened back up again. Being friends with an Ex believe it or not isnt always the healthy choice. Because they are still very much attached to your heart strings. Whether or not it was his or your fault for the relationship ending i like to call them the " light switch relationships" because they are just constantly on & off, On & off. You need to let go of him for a while and let time heal whats been damaged. Not everyones maturity level is at par with yours so clearly that girl is not even worth your time. In moments like that you really just have to laugh and realize that idiots do occupy a certain percentage of the earth and without them there would be no pleasure for actually being smart. In other tersm. FUCK her. there is a bright side to everything, and a new day to look forward too. Ask him for space and let fate do its thing. your young, most of the people on this site are young, heck im young. so be young and dont spend another night crying over it. time will make things better and a little help from your girlfriends, xbox live and tubs of ice cream will do the trick.

Cal Q L8 said at 04/13/2010 07:51 AM

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I don't have any advice, but I will buy you something...

k2thetizzouch said at 04/13/2010 07:13 AM

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I agree with Karla, dont cry, or let that stupid girl get you upset.. Lifes to short to spend your time upset about sumbody else. Hope your feeling beter about it, cheer up and smileee!

Kinkee Karla said at 04/13/2010 01:31 AM

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Silly jealous girls. Don't cry hawt stuff, you shouldn't let her ruin your day.

Fcx Apocalypse said at 04/13/2010 01:29 AM

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what cha wanna do is stand in the southpaw stance and make sure your footing is set then unleash the cro cop on his ass!!!!!!! lol sorry im turrible at this stuff

Phorexia said at 04/13/2010 01:00 AM

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It's nothing on your end, so you shouldn't feel crap about it. The problem is other people, not on you. Whatever it is.

xLick My Gruntx said at 04/13/2010 12:25 AM

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Awww, sorry about the nasty girl, Josiebear. Just remember the things you said though "I have no enemies. I hate no one in my life, and I'm friendly with everyone, even when they don't deserve my kindness" and don't let some silly little girl get to you like that. You are bigger and better than that. Sounds to me like she is just jealous of what you and Will have. So just keep smiling, forget about that ho and ignore her. She wants you to react, but if you keep just ignoring her BS, she will soon grow tired of fucking with you.

xIxBattsyxIx said at 04/13/2010 10:42 AM

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Thanks, benjy. ^,.,^

stknBOY209 said at 04/12/2010 10:59 PM

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that sucks, well its difficult to deal with some one acting like that and basicaly just hating, awhile back when some one was trying to cause problems between me and a female friend trying to make me look bad, all i did was ignore it and just had this thought in my "haters are going to hate, im going to stay stuntin on em", since this is the first time it happened to you, its going to be difficult to get over it at first but once you get that mentality(quotation from above) it will get easier,, i sugest keepn your head up,

xIxBattsyxIx said at 04/12/2010 11:03 PM

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Thanks. =)

Kr0wIV said at 04/12/2010 10:56 PM

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AWE! hmmn i dont think you need advice you need a hug :) =hugs= :)
gosh if it helps to put a smile on ur face i sound like a chick right now and im like tripping why am i being such a chick (which im not) well anyways i just hope everything goes well on your situation and if u need someone to listen to i guess ill be having an open ear :) (i swear i sound like a chick @.@) (what do you think? lol)

xIxBattsyxIx said at 04/12/2010 10:57 PM

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Lawls.. I actually thought you were a chick until you said "I sound like a chick"

Kr0wIV said at 04/12/2010 10:59 PM

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gosh this is why my gf thinks im gay.... but anyways lol just out of curiousity am i helping u out a bit? :) (god... i need a turn off switch lol i sound soo girly xD)

xIxBattsyxIx said at 04/12/2010 11:02 PM

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Lawls. Every girl wishes her bf was gay in some kind of way. Just not in the way were they'll end up leaving her for another guy. 0,.,o

Just the kind of gay where you can go shopping, do eachothers nails, and hair. Talk about your feelings. =P

Well, it did kinda made me laugh when I found out you wern't a girl. =P

Kr0wIV said at 04/12/2010 11:08 PM

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lol well im not that kind of guy which is verry interesting lol :) im just super clingy to her and she's okay with it lol :) but she does enjoy me acting gay lol

Omigosh! okay i got to do all of those except doing the nails @.@ (i knock out bec of the smell @.@) but other than that i helped alot of girls in alot of ways except something stupid involving body contact inappropriately or something bad in general except doing a revenge on their bf for something bad that they did to her but other than that i help them as much as possible :)

im glad i got to make u laugh :) a smile looks good on you atm :D (lol im soo girly i cant help it lol @.@)

xIxBattsyxIx said at 04/13/2010 10:41 AM

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Hehe. You totally should, and let me know how that goes. =P

^,.,^

Thanks.

Kr0wIV said at 04/13/2010 12:33 PM

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lol ill keep you updated :D
but if you ever need someone to talk to ill keep my ears open :)
(lol soo girly lol cant help it xD)

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