I let down a great friend today.. and I didn't even know it.. Now I've lost that friend, and i'd understand if he doesn't forgive me.. I wouldn't give myself a second chance... I'm always telling myself "friends are forever, relationships are just temporarily." Your bf or your gf will break your heart or the other way around, your spouse may end up leaving you for someone else... but friends will always be there to pick you up when you're down... I never take my friend for granted... but this time I let myself slip, and when I looked up no one was there.
He asked me a simple favor, and I didn't listen.. Now even tho that's one less friend for me, I feel like my world is empty. =( ....... I guess it's what I get for being such a fucking bitch. ... I really don't have anything else to say.. I'm sad.. I'm miserable... I feel like my heart has exploded. If I hardly speak for a while, I'm sorry.. I'm not upset with anyone, I just want to be alone.