you know what makes me smil =) looking back at my memorys when im with my friends, no one can make me laugh more than my friends if some complete stranger came up and said something funny i wouldnt laugh...but if my friend said the same things id be laughing my ass off!!!
i love my friends, i love looking back at my memorys with kyle *witch is now my bf haha sucks to be you* when i use to play halo, when i first met him i thought he was a girl cause of his old gt minigir12 his new gt is koolaidman83 kyle is so cool ever since we've met each other we've hung out with each other on xbl every time he gets on! my favorite one of my and him is the one when we were in double team we were just talking about like there was no tomorrow and the guy on the other team was like this isnt social hour its halo! what a dumbass we just said back its not halo its halo2!! hehe oh that was hillarious, oh! and one memory i have was with my friend nikki it was the first day of school and we were ready to get home and me and my 3 friends Tiffany Stephani and Nikki got on the wrong buss to get home, tiffany and stephanie wasnt sitting by us they were but they decided to move cause we are supposley embarrassing psh please, well when we figured out we were on the wrong bus me and nikki started to play and joke around, were all screaming out the window and started screaming for help cause the bus driver was kidnapping us, and we saw these constructors and were like oh yeah!! i like ur shirt on the ground like that its very sexy and they waved at us and were all saying oh yeah thats hot he waved at us and not you cause your not cool to the girls behind us, then we saw this cow and were like OH YEAH! SEXY COW OH YEAH THOSE UTTERS ARE HUGE!! ARE THEY REAL!? then the bus driver made us get out....but it was funny hehe, and my friend lil megan when i pushed her infrount of the car filled with missionaries and she screamed the missionaries tried to kill me! hehe that sounded so wrong but funny, and jessi clause and some guys we met on halo2 when we started calling every guy we met on the lafonda and we had fake names she was fabio and i was kusko, hehe, me and jessica are planning on giving valentine cards with guys with out their shirt on and give them to boys hehe it might not be funny to you but its funny to us!!!
i love memorys cause their the only thing keeping me sane and and alive so i can make new ones and look back and say i did that, that was me. hehe
and then theres sad memorys....deaths....break-ups.....fights with your best friend....i hate those. but sometimes those are the only ones ill think about and when i try to think about a happy moment in my life it goes back to saddness...and thats the only thing i hate about memorys cause happy memorys always leads to sad memorys.
begginings in my life..well im trying to forget about randy and start a new life with kyle..i already got over jeff cause i wasnt with him that long befor he moved away and i hardley knew him so it was ok..but randy...ive know him for a long long long time, and i know that i have a great guy now but apart of me still loves randy and misses him. and i dont want to go back cause kyle is my best friend! and im scared he'll hurt me again....getting hurt is not the best feeling in the world well cause it hurts! makes you wanna be emo inside!!! i know me telling you these things doesnt really matter cause ur on the internet, but hey its my life i do what i want if you want to complain go complain to someone who cares!! JEEZE!
and id like to say one more things.....I HAD A DREAM LAST NIGHT ABOUT ME MEETING GERARD WAY AND WHEN WE SAW EACHOTHER WE WERE THE RIGHT ONES FOR ONE ANOTHER AND WE HUGGING AND YATTA YATTA YATTA AND IT FELT SO REAL AND I WAS HURT WHEN I WAS WOKEN UP BY A TELEPHON CALL STUPID FRIENDS CANT THEY SEE I HAVE A DREAM TO ATTEND TO THAT I MAY NEVER GET BACK!! GOOOSH!!! ok one more thing....I CANT BELEIVE IM GOING TO THE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE CONCERT WOOOOH YEAH ALRIGHT! THANK YOU GOD!
ok im done....