Well, I'm back a day early, because last night I fell in a cactus bush, and got all these needles lodged into my left foot, my whole left leg, my right knee, my left fore-arm, and elbow, my left thumb, and the whole palm of my right hand. I got all of the needles out except one huge one that was in my right palm. I had to literally cut my hand open to get it out. The needle that I got out was almost 2 inches long. My right hand is swollen. Can't close it. My legs, and left arm only hurt a little, so we couldn't do what we wanted to do for our last day, so we just left today. It's ok, tho. Wednesday, up until my accident, was a blast! After breakfast I went for an hour run, Climbed this huge rock, we went to hole in a rock, went to the sand hill, and we went to this bitchen waterfall! Took lots of pitures of gemini bridges, hole in a rock, the waterfall, the hill, around the campsite, and the eagle rock.

I took this one picture that was around 6:40 in the morning, it's bitchen. All we need to do is put this giant ring going across the sky, and it be bloodgultch. =P

Well, Will and I just had a huge fight, because he's an un-loyal, lying shower! He has given an accuse for each lie, and he has given me the choice of what to do. I don't think I should trust him, after the first time we broke up. but I can't help but love him, and want to be with him. I really don't know what to do, and it's making me angry.

I keep hearing a voice saying leave him. but my heart doesn't want to let go. I'm really just confused. I want to hate him. but I can't. I really really really REALLY just hate myself right now. He could be telling the truth. but then again he could also be lying, and I'll just be going through this a third time, I just know it..

I'm gonna go get my check tomorrow, and hopefully go get those cameras developed to show you all. =)

peace..

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Posted at 04/08/2010 09:36 PM

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CaRb0nAt3d KiLr said at 04/09/2010 12:42 AM

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Lying is just basic human nature, regretless of the race or gender.
If you can't trust him then it's obvious you don't love him.
Afterall. Love is all about trust, basically.

Hm. I hate cactus all together.. There evil

CaRb0nAt3d KiLr said at 04/09/2010 12:44 AM

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I made two typos *regardless n after all*, oh well. Hope this helps

Noobsandwich said at 04/08/2010 10:40 PM

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I can tell you that all men are liars, it's what we do. It's a shame your man would lie to someone who looks as you do, but the best thing you can do is think of all the times he fucked you over and then bottle it all until you release it in a hellfury of revenge and contempt. God never said anything about getting even woth a piece of shit boyfriend, so I think you'll be ok.
and as for "loving" him, scientist have proven that "love" is a chemical imbalance in the emotional center of your brain that can last up to three years. This is why so many marriges are destroyed because niether side really "loves" the other, they just think its what they really want.I thought I was in love once, but then it turned out ot be a mild case of food poisoning(bum rap huh? lol).