on October 7th i went to go see jeff and i asked him to bring a pic but he was on his way home so he thought that he just might as well swing by and take me up to his house i got in the car we went to Kaysville he went into his house grabed a pic and i told him that i was on my way to maverick so he said he was gonna drop me off there cause he had to go to his parents well he parked on the side and i was walking around maverick so i went behind the building he walked with me, and i said..well this looks like this is it...your leaving tomorrow and im gonna miss you i gave him a hug goodbye and he held me and when i was about to let go he looked at me and leaned in and kissed me and i wish he didnt do that...cause now its harder for me to let him go i told him goodbye i started walking away but he pulled me back in for yet another kiss....now its getting harder i told him goodbye again and walked around to the other side of maverick and in, i was getting a drink and i just couldnt help holding the tears back they started slowly coming down and i didnt want anyone to see cause im a tuff chick and i never cry and if i do i dont want anyone to see i paid for my drink and got the hell out of there then it started raining i walked home in the rain and when i got on my street i fell to the ground and started crying i didnt know what to do my moms friend saw me and gave me a lift home i walked in the house and didnt say anything just went straight to my room i got out the picture jeff gave me and i held it close to my heart and i felt like i was gonna die, i hate love all it does is turns around and bites me in the ass i never knew that i could be loved until jeff came into my life but i only had 4 weeks with him cause hes going to cali October 8th...hes gone now...but he said he will call me when he gets settled in do you think he will? or will he forget all about me im sure once when he takes a glimpse at those Cali girls and say Josie who? when i get my scanner fixed ill put a pic of him on here so Ya'll can see ^^ hes so cute and i love him to death.

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Posted at 10/08/2006 02:16 PM

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xxHAL0 PRINC3xx said at 10/11/2006 12:00 AM

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well how old is this guy

DemoncChick said at 10/08/2006 12:00 AM

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im sorry joe...i love you and im here for you wen i can be and i dont want to fight with you anymore cuz of whats been going on.....well have to do something soon...but i cant for a few weeks well hang ether next week or 2weeks from monday...i love you so much joe your my best friend,my sister,and i want to help you with this anyway that i can...jeff is a good guy for you i hope he comes back to see you sometimes:)your great and you guys are cute....have fun and be happy well do all the crying when i get there well even watch lake house together....all try to come down this next week end and make you feel better dont think i can but all try to make you feel better...you deserv to be happy ....fuck you guys online thats right FUCK YOU!!!!josie doesnt need you to love her shes got me and shel have jeff again so just stop saying you love her cuz you dont even know her...i do bitches get it?well I LOVE YOU we dont need this shit from men...online we can get real men ...!!!!your great call me later love

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