Basically I feel like I wasted all my love and feelings on someone that should've ended along time ago, and before some of you sespect and freak, no, it's not Will..

Something happened tonight that made me realise that if he can't see what's infront of him now, he never will, and he will never feel more for me. I will always be some object that he could dream about using.. So I decided to walk away from it all, and what hurt the most.. I felt like he didn't even care.

I'm just gonna stick to what I plan, and only worry about me. No guys. No more being used.. No more relationships based on sex.

This is the song of tonight blog..

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Posted at 11/27/2010 09:00 PM

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Critikal28 said at 11/29/2010 06:44 AM

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that's right fuck bitches (well um male bitches) get money

LaZyW1zArD said at 11/28/2010 04:06 PM

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i no how u feel right now i went through this a few months ago
full on sucks!
sad thing tho i am not over it yet, i acc get irritated when i get upset or think about it
funny thing is that is the exact song i listened to on repeat none stop for about 2 weeks haha
best thing to do is stick to ur plan and i hope it works out for u!
and dont see him again cos thats never a good thing to do
i think im gonna grow up a bitter woman never gonna love again its too much pain, so im just gonna 'act like a guy' and just go round sleeping with people and no that its never gonna go anywhere... i think that will make me happy hahaa

TMFL 1 said at 11/28/2010 02:43 PM

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This always sucks...male or female...as soon as you open up, let people in, it makes you vulnerable. Problem is, is that to move forward in a relationship, you've got to do it and trust that they have your best intentions in mind. I for one haven't found someone I trust to not go rip out my heart...

DaveyBchillen said at 11/28/2010 09:27 PM

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this is true shit.. "you'll never know unless you take a chance".

lilchickBIGguns said at 11/28/2010 01:45 PM

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Boys = trouble....Only thing they are good for is sex...But thats y God gave us Dildos! =0) I hope you feel better

TheDudeAbidesWR said at 11/28/2010 02:19 PM

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Thats not true, not all guys are trouble, its just that theres a few of them that are problems. Don't cast us all in the same lot.

lilchickBIGguns said at 11/28/2010 02:51 PM

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Your right not all of you are trouble...But in love is a battle field.

TheDudeAbidesWR said at 11/28/2010 04:23 PM

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Where's Pat Benetar when you need her?

RIPSKATEDESTROY said at 11/28/2010 04:28 PM

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you love trouble just as much as i do

Maharet said at 11/29/2010 08:47 AM

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negative. you're all the same....all of you. lol

lilchickBIGguns said at 11/30/2010 11:38 AM

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Your talking about me being trouble?

A M 0 N S T E R said at 11/28/2010 12:15 PM

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i'll go out with you. :)

xX4Real4LifeXx said at 11/28/2010 10:53 AM

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Theres nothing wrong about "venting." And i'm sorry you had to go through that 4 real.

RIPSKATEDESTROY said at 11/28/2010 10:23 AM

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but you gotta be happy with it though, atleast now you know he didnt care. better to find out before than after i say.

NoNo BuNNii said at 11/28/2010 09:26 AM

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I just wanna know why the FUCK guys are such pigs! I been in this situation time and time again- I give em my all and get little to nothing in return. Bruno Mars- Grenade... tells it all.

Spiral INfinity said at 11/28/2010 04:48 AM

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Before I give out my opinion on the situation I would like to know where did you meet this guy? and under what circumstances?

TheDudeAbidesWR said at 11/28/2010 04:43 AM

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Good for you for making the realization. Being used and manipulated is never a good thing and figuring out when your in that kind of situation and getting out is always a good thing. Relationships based on sex never work out, been there, done that got the friggin t-shirt. Just keep a positive attitude and be ever vigilant in making sure you make the judgement calls that are best for you.

FS xLilliaNx said at 11/28/2010 12:06 AM

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guys are just stupid girl. it took me a few attempts to realize never give a guy what he wants, especially right away..i've been used so much and lied to..guys are just pigs. and it's pathetic and immature. sorry for how he's treating you. he doesn't know what he lost...a girl that can fall down stairs :p

xIxBattsyxIx said at 11/28/2010 01:42 AM

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Lawls. I know right? .. Thanks, chikadi. =)

XV GODS GIFT XV said at 11/28/2010 09:02 AM

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alot of guys are pigs. not all:)

FS xLilliaNx said at 11/28/2010 11:41 AM

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you're welcome. :]] dude if it wasn't for the fact that i want to be a mom someday and i want my baby to have their dad in their life, i would have so gone les a longgg time ago. :p

xIxBattsyxIx said at 11/28/2010 11:49 AM

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Lawls.

DaveyBchillen said at 11/27/2010 10:34 PM

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you should always focus on you first ;)

EvilninjaRYU said at 11/27/2010 10:30 PM

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"No more relationships based on sex"

Ahem...This is a good example of how bad relationships start, kids.

"I felt like he didn't even care"

Most guys really don't! Why? Tons of fish in the sea. Half of the time we are sooo not looking for soul mates babe :) And like you said about basing your relationship on sex well then you gave him all that he needed. And if you were looking for some serious passion there buddy guess who just lost out ;D

EvilninjaRYU said at 11/27/2010 10:46 PM

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Haters gonna hate 8D

iW4LDO said at 11/27/2010 11:00 PM

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wow what a dick! you would have that assclown Christian Bale as ur pic lol

EvilninjaRYU said at 11/27/2010 11:07 PM

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Oh no, no. I'm not hating. You seem to be the only one here hating sir. And seriously I love trolls :) They come up at some of thee most random times. And yeah seriously what is up with the Christian Bale picture? Are you that much of a shut in you can't bring yourself to take a picture? :3 Then again most trolls work like that. Never using anything close to their identity. I FUCKING LOVE TROLLS :D

iW4LDO said at 11/28/2010 12:44 AM

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says the guy with a fake picture

Spiral INfinity said at 11/28/2010 04:44 AM

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Scary part Nightwing is that he's probably some fourty year old guy upset a 20 year old is giving advice cause he's been single so long, and jerks of with his tears a lubricate. He probably is just happy you two are giving him attention. But at least he knows his fat ass is ugly so to protect us he puts up a Christian Bale From American Psycho. Which shows he's not young enough to know most people would put up a Bale Terminator gif up to show he a Psycho and stay relevant.

iW4LDO said at 11/28/2010 11:16 PM

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probably right man. i may be a hairy and ugly nerd but at least i still show my face hahahaha

Maharet said at 11/29/2010 09:00 AM

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Okay, so this part of the conversation is more interesting than the topic… LMAO

Evilninja was just being honest. Most guys aren’t looking for a soul mate. Most guys are just trying to get laid. Is Psycho saying that’s not true? Is Psycho saying he’s different? I’m really curious to know.

Dude…hair from his nuts! OMFG CLASSIC! Sorry…. I’m sorry, but this is funny. Sorry Nightwing, I mean it was funny, but you’re right. He’s a dick.