What's up, GTP. Long time no type?
I'm doing ok.. Just still looking for a job.. I've been hanging out with this new guy, the one I met at Area, He's a sweetheart. ^,.,^
My ex just royally pissed me off...
KJ is his name and long story short, he fucked up our relationship by having a three way. =D HOW AWESOME IS THAT not?
anyways.. It's been three yrs since we've really talked.. this pass 3 weeks we've been trying to be friends.. It was going great until last night..
Fayne, the guy I'm seeing, was going to the club. I wanted to go but he's over 21 and so are most of his friends, and I'm pretty sure he would want to go to the bar and chat with his friend, so I didn't want him to be stuck with me all night but the thing was I hate being alone, Jessica is gone so I couldn't bring her with me, I know KJ goes all the time so I thought, hey, why don't I just give him a ring and see if he's going tonight?.... Can you say MISTAKE?
I told him about Fayne, and that he was gonna be there, but I also was wanting someone else that I knew to be there so I wont be alone all the time, so I asked if he was gonna be there. He said that he was and that he'll chill with me... but apparently what I told him went through one ear and out the other.. and what he heard was, Hey, let's "meet up" at the club tonight... He gets there, see Fayne and I standing there, I hugged him and fayne does the whole fist pump thing, and he knows that KJ is my ex.. but he just had to open his mouth and say "this is really awkward" .... Kj agreed then said that he was gonna go downstairs for a second but he'll meet up with me later... He goes down stairs and TEXTS me "Looks like your guy friend made it. Guess I was just the last resort." Really? You can't say that to my fucking face? and sorry that you took what I said out of context but you fucked your chance up along time ago, buddy. Get over me. Even though I shouldn't really care, I was hurt that I hurt him. So hurt that I just couldn't have fun.. Fayne saw that and he offered to make me some dinner and put on a funny movie to make my saddness go away.. He so sweet.. Leaving area to be with me and make me smile. =)
And just to make things worse, and more awkward, I got a call for an interview this morning... an interview at HIS WORK!! Right now I have to take what I can get.... I fucking hate mah LYFEEE!!!
When I arrived before KJ, I was walking up the stairs to look for Fayne, my thigh-highs kept falling down so I put my leg up on the first step, pulled them back up, continue walking upstairs, I go towards the back wall where I always sit, and here comes Fayne, following right behind me. He gives me a kiss and starts laughing. I ask him what was so funny, and he goes, I was downstairs in the bar when my friend goes "Damn" I look over and he's starring at this chick who's bent over fixing her socks then he says to me "I'll race 'ya to see who that is." I look at the legs and ass and said "Dude, I think I know who that is!" Sure enough, it was you! I love that I can tell who you are just by your legs and ass.
I guess I shouldn't be too upset 'cuz I now have a great guy. It's just hard for me not to be pissed off at ignorant people.... -,.,-
Well, I'm gonna get some rest. Hope you guys had a wonderful Christmas.. and if you don't celebrate Christmas then....Word....