I'm beginning to feel like this KISS wannabe.
I'm slowly beginning to realize that I have no friends..
Atleast in 'real life.'
'Aw..you're just saying that...'
No. I'm not.
I literally don't hang out with anyone, other than with my boyfriend,
and as of late..that's not even happening.
I'm starting to feel that I'm that I'm depressed and it's openly effecting everyone.
I'm starting to get physically sick from it and I've had a migraine for two days...
Is this a cry for help?
There isn't any point crying out for help via the internet.
It's an open thought about how my life is slowly depleting and I'm letting it happen.
So I suppose I'm questioning everyone..
What keeps you motivated?
What clears your head and helps you start again?
I get defensive.
I go silent.
And I wallow.
It hurts. It's really starting to hurt.