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Friend-less
 
I'm beginning to feel like this KISS wannabe.
 
I'm slowly beginning to realize that I have no friends..
Atleast in 'real life.'
 
'Aw..you're just saying that...'
 
No. I'm not.
 
I literally don't hang out with anyone, other than with my boyfriend,
and as of late..that's not even happening.
 
I'm starting to feel that I'm that I'm depressed and it's openly effecting everyone.
I'm starting to get physically sick from it and I've had a migraine for two days...
 
Is this a cry for help?
No.
 
There isn't any point crying out for help via the internet.
 
It's an open thought about how my life is slowly depleting and I'm letting it happen.
 
 
 
So I suppose I'm questioning everyone..
 
 
What keeps you motivated?
What clears your head and helps you start again?
 
 
 
 
I get defensive.
I go silent.
And I wallow.
 
It hurts. It's really starting to hurt.
 
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Paranoiattak
Paranoiattak said at 04/16/2009 03:39 PM Reply to this Comment
Uhmmm...no joke...I'd be KISS guy's friend...

=)


Phorexia
Phorexia said at 04/15/2009 04:34 PM Reply to this Comment
I wouldn't say it's really a motivator, but habit/routine is good for whatever in life.

As for situation, you need to get out and there and meet new people, as blunt as that sounds. Easier said than done, but yeah. That didn't come out as right as I had wanted it to, but I hope you get what I'm trying to put across. =)


warhawkBL187
warhawkBL187 said at 04/15/2009 02:50 PM Reply to this Comment
cheer up pup! you don't need friends..well you do but if being yourself means being alone then so be it. The Kiss guy has a lot of balls staying true to himself and not change for people.

i say to first find out who you are and stick to it..then only find people that accept you for who you are. Second be comfortable with yourself and i think you won't mind being alone with yourself =0P


NatashaBABYYY
NatashaBABYYY said at 04/15/2009 02:43 PM Reply to this Comment
You're not alone

I'm currently in that position. I only really see my boyfriend and all my other 'friends' are from here online.

I've tried to make plans with my real friend but they haven't grown up from the teenage years yet so i stopped trying to make an effort

It sucks but i know slowly things with change again

=[


Zamees
Zamees said at 04/15/2009 02:25 PM Reply to this Comment
what about mx girl 013???


dictatrix
dictatrix said at 04/15/2009 02:49 PM Reply to this thread of Comments
I haven't seen or talked to her in months, it seems.



Zamees
Zamees said at 04/15/2009 02:50 PM Reply to this thread of Comments
i have the cutest video of you two somewhere around..


Y2Kevin
Y2Kevin said at 04/15/2009 03:23 PM Reply to this thread of Comments
curious...


dictatrix
dictatrix said at 04/15/2009 11:43 PM Reply to this thread of Comments
whaaat...a video?

o_o...gimmie see


TK Liquidxxx
TK Liquidxxx said at 04/15/2009 01:48 PM Reply to this Comment
i know how you feel i dont have much friends anymore..just mainly my fam (Fiance, 5yr old daughter and 2 month old son) and bri and adrian-na(my gay best friend) i just play games...and sit on here lol i'm a loser...but hey i'm a momma now i guess i need to be?? idk.. dont mind me


dictatrix
dictatrix said at 04/15/2009 01:53 PM Reply to this thread of Comments
I tried to go the mama route...at least..in pet form..I got a dog..to try and gain attention from and he gives it, but it's not enough.



XV GODS GIFT XV
XV GODS GIFT XV said at 04/15/2009 01:43 PM Reply to this Comment
well ive been down and out before. a while back i tried to take my own life. so what got me through it was my family. so u need to talk your problems out with someone. mom, dad, bro, sis or even your boyfriend. what ever u do dont keep it built inside. i hope you feel better soon:)


dictatrix
dictatrix said at 04/15/2009 01:48 PM Reply to this thread of Comments
Thanks...I probably should speak to my family more..it's been a while since I've seen or spoken to any of them.


Maybach Matt
Maybach Matt said at 04/15/2009 01:33 PM Reply to this Comment
Hobbies? I'm sure there is something out there you would like to learn about. Try starting there. I don't know.


dictatrix
dictatrix said at 04/15/2009 01:43 PM Reply to this thread of Comments
Unfortunately..I've got one of those personalities where I like to start projects but lose motivation to finish them...not sure how to really fix that either.


Maybach Matt
Maybach Matt said at 04/15/2009 01:59 PM Reply to this thread of Comments
I can't give you much advice, since I don't know you personally. Try to base stuff on your everyday life. For an example, I set up a lot of goals for the summer. I want to learn how to use photoshop (web design), DJ, start up my music blog again, and gain a couple of pounds by working out. This works out for me because I listen to music literally every minute I'm awake, and I'm in college for electronics engineering, which can help me to learn how to DJ/produce tracks easier. Sooner or later, you'll run into people with the same interests as you and become good friends. Just find something that is kind of related to the career path you want, or are currently in to keep you interested. I don't know if this helps lol.


GRRAnimals
GRRAnimals said at 04/15/2009 01:14 PM Reply to this Comment
I wish I could offer profound advice, but I myself am just climbing out of that hole.


dictatrix
dictatrix said at 04/15/2009 01:42 PM Reply to this thread of Comments
It's an insane deep hole, is it not?

I'm still not sure how I even got down here. :/


GRRAnimals
GRRAnimals said at 04/15/2009 01:44 PM Reply to this thread of Comments
It is. You're isolated and sad before you know it, and you don't know why


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