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NotoriouzVin said at 01/19/2009 08:42 AM

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dont blame yourself there was nothing you could
i live in the largest suicide area in europe (bridgend, south wales)
and 7 of my friends/acquaintances have commited suicide, hell when i was younger i felt so guilty i tried myself but was foiled by my brother thank god
my point is some people dont want to be saved and theres nothing you could have done or said to prevent it so dont be hard on yourself

angel61636 said at 01/19/2009 08:44 AM

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yea maybe ur right... but idk... i just feel guilty

NotoriouzVin said at 01/19/2009 08:51 AM

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i know you are iv been there myself many times
but i swear to you on all that i deam worthy and sacred
there was nothing you could do
if you need to talk to someone about it id be glad to help out
because feeling like you have blood on your hands is the worst iv ever experienced

angel61636 said at 01/19/2009 08:57 AM

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thanx. i really appreciate it. i just hope MECOLEY doesnt do anything stupid...

NotoriouzVin said at 01/19/2009 09:49 AM

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is he/she planning to?

angel61636 said at 01/19/2009 09:52 AM

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havent heard from her

NotoriouzVin said at 01/19/2009 09:55 AM

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hmmm well dont panic just remember what i said you can only do what you can nothing more
its all down to her

BlntMasta Brinz said at 01/19/2009 05:29 AM

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wow he committed suicide????. really wow wtf!!,dont blame yourself for the passing of others, trust me you don't wanna go down that road. I really dont have a clue who this person is or what he went through but suicide!! really if my life was so fucked up and i felt sucidal i just wouldn't be able go through with it. mainly because its selfish and it hurts the people who love you, surely he could of at least tried to change his situation, move town maybe a fresh start would of been nice. Like i said before i didnt know this person and i dont know what he went through.. RIP

angel61636 said at 01/19/2009 07:40 AM

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i do blame myself bc im the onehe was talking to about it. i could have stopped him but he just wouldnt listen

BlntMasta Brinz said at 01/19/2009 07:52 AM

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how could you have stopped him? it was his choice at the end of the day, unless you live close by and went over to physically stop him i doubt you could of done more. I really dont wanna say anything bad about the guy but i think its really horrible what he did to you, i mean he must of known how this would effect you and his family/friends must be devestated. Its a really selfish thing to do. RIP though and i hope he finds happiness in the next life

angel61636 said at 01/19/2009 08:06 AM

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i just feel like i could have tried harder

VAMPIRE LORD 07 said at 01/19/2009 09:58 AM

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Hey beautiful, you really shouldn't blame yourself. Some people just can't be saved no matter what you do. A guy was in Iraq with in 2003 during the war, he started talking about suicide because his wife left him with his baby boy drained the bank account and went with some other man. It took hours to calm him down. We took his weapon had him see the chaplain counselors and we talked with him. He was on suicide watch for 2 weeks. He started showing improvement and started acting like his old self.then one night during guard duty he took his rifle and killed himself. You can only help people so much and then they have to heal the rest. All you can do is keep him alive in your heart. RIP Don.