bucky asked me the wrong question. he ask me how i was doing...*oh crap*. when i said my life is shit he asked the dreaded question...WHY? *gulp* so, i've decided to elaborate. see i haven't been writing. i've been occupying my time with my watercolor, crochet, gaming & netflix marathons. for a while i thought i wasn't writing because i had nothing to say or i was happy...happy enough to ignore the big stuff and not feel compelled to share it with the world because who am i kidding really???? i'm not the only one in this world having a miserable time and loving every second of it am i? no, i'm not.

here's my reply to why my life is shit (i didn't send it bucky...i coudln't do it to you. lol):

ah, let's see. we'll start from last year and work our way up.

my sister was cheated on, then put in jail by the same guy. yeah, they're still together....sort of. my car was creamed while nate was moving away from the curb. the dude was trying to sue for 7000. nice.

my baby cat died. my favorite ginger chubberpuss (Grendel) died in nov. :`(. his ashes are sitting in my hallway. it would have been his 3rd bufday next month. *SOB* i know...pathetic.

i found out my ex-husband cheated on his girlfriend...i can't face her yet she's surrounded by people who knew all along and they don't care. *gulp* i still haven't told her. (THE GUILT. THE HORROR!)

we just celebrated my granny's 86th b-day. she's showing serious signs of alzheimers and the family is just waiting for her to die. not because she has any money of course. just cause...you know, she's old.

my car broke down and cost me 300 to fix...it's not fixed.

it's been a year since nate got is social, over 6 months since he got his residency...he still doesn't have a permanent job. blame it on the economy? i like to blame it on lazyasfuck syndrome . it’s that thing certain people are susceptible to, you know the kind we mexican’s like to call PINCHES PUTOS MANTENIDOS!!!!!!!! (oh alright, mantenido is a word for men that like being supported by women. you can't even insult the community by calling them fags. sorry gay community, but you know what i mean.)

last but not least i took Morrigan The Mighty Grey Puss (Grendel's Mommy) to the hospital this saturday for a scratch that turned into a bloody abscess on her hind leg (closer to her asshole than her leg). turns out she also had an infection in her mouth AND her kitty titties. nasty stuff...grendel sucked her dry hence the boobies and the mouth sore screwed up her butt sore...she's a fucking mess.

the silver lining, i can breath!...well sort of. allergies you know. i have nasal spray. my sister used it first of course and then gave it to me. somehow i just can't find the strength to give a shit. OH and nate's joining the national guard. woot. WOOT....FUUUUUUUUCK ME will it ever end dude? i mean, will it? is it just me? seriously? is it just me or is this just fucking retarded?

how long do you suppose i have before i fucking snap. just SNAP! * gasp * i think i just heard a crackle….

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