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Bills Bills Bills..

They get paid. Just put it that way. What a weird blog topic, who the heck is in charge of them these days?

Hi there, are you spying on me today? Like usual? Ah. Well then, hope you like what you see! 

Anyway...

So, still here in London.. in SNOWY LONDON. What the hell it's spring.. and it's... snowing? Hope Kerensa was looking outside and having a ball watching the snow. Actually I heard there was more snow there so maybe she was playing in it. Didn't ask Shawn if she played in it... she loves snow.

Played some CoD:WaW today. Fun fun... Small tv's suck. :(

I can't wait to see my baby girl again on Friday! We're packing up and heading out Friday night, doin some swimming at the hotel! :) Then back home to Illinois.. weee. She's so cute. I love doing her hair she has my hair - curly as HELL! But I have to do it every day or it goes poof on her.. I feel for her, one day she's gonna turn on me and be like WHAT THE HELL MOM! WHY DID YOU GIVE ME YOUR HAIR? I HATE IT! BUY ME A HAIR STRAIGHTENER.. rofl. That's what I said.. well, not quite.. just.. whined and said I hated it.. a lot.

I caaaan't wait. Maybe even for Thursday. We'll see.

So I appologize because I was rude for some things I said in a previous blog. I was upset, who wouldn't be when those things are going on? Insults are immature, obviously. I need to be a little less disgusting with the words I choose, a little less discriptive as well. Maybe find a different outlet for steam. 

Point is, I'm glad to be where I am. Glad to have the friends I have, the family I have.. the people around me that support me and love me and are willing to help in any way they can  to ensure that I'm doing all I can for Kerensa and Shawn, to keep us civil and happy reguardless of the world around us. I'm so thankful to be at a point in my life where I can accept everything and not freak out like typical, usual me.

I yell a lot, just started to realize this lately. Need to chill out more...definitely. Need to relax more. I definitely need to shrug, brush things off more often, not completely have a coronary over things. Which, I do, well.. kinda. I just end up with a huge knot in my shoulders/back.. stress knot. Ouch.

So, yeah anyways.

Only thing I have left to say is: Eu te iubesc, Mii dor de tine Forever & Always...