...not even begins to describe...
The week I've had has been miserable, as far as mishaps and
things just plain totally screwing up goes..
I mean, shit that happens that makes you want to punch the wall
and then turn around and scream at the next random person
who walks by. (Which yes, I would totally do...)
So, a few examples of these things:
(No particular order)
*Went to unbuckle Keri from her carseat, thought I had
hit the eject button thing, but it didn't unlatch all the
way, so when I went to pull the buckles out my two
fingernails ripped half way out of their "beds".
*My grandfather has been ill, he has Congestive Heart
Failure, Emphyzema (spelled right? Idk, Idc right now)
and is getting so sick that he's lost over 75% of his
lung / breathing capacity, and his kidneys are failing slowly.
*My grandmother can't take care of herself anymore, she's
getting really koo-koo because of all of the strokes shes
had, including the one 2 weeks ago, so now they're
considering nursing homes for the both of them which
I can't STAND, I worked in one, saw the abuse, God, please no..
*Kerensa has been sick the past 5 days or so, worse and
worse every day, finally she started having hacking fits and
couldn't stop for like a minute, then her fever was really
high, she was tugging at her ear... so I took her to Urgent Care
and they confirmed that not only does she have an ear infection
but bronchitis as well. My kiddo's on antibiotics, and she's
MISERABLE especially at night.
*Walked into the laundry room and had a yellow-jacket bee
fly right into my face, so I was scared and ran screaming..
*The most sentimental thing I own, a ring from Shawn that is
over 3 years old, lost one of it's Sapphires, and that made
me physically sick as hell.. that ring means so much to me!
*My mom made me overdraft my account, she promised to write
checks to cover what she needed bought, little did I know
I was being charged up the butt with late fees and overdraft
fees, every day it goes up 5 bucks and I owe 160 right now.
*My doctor called & cancelled on me last minute, colon cancer
runs in my family and I've been sick.. the doctor wanted a
screening ran on me, so of course she had to call & cancel me
and say OH MY NEXT AVAILABLE APPOINTMENT IS.. (when
i'm FUCKING GONE, you stupid... uggghhhhhh grrrrrrrrr...)
*Went to donate Plasma, we all need a few extra bucks
once in a while right? And since I'm heading back to
London and living on my own, I figured.. I need money
for food and stuff. *sigh* So, I get there, and I was
BEHIND THE PERSON who had the last cutoff time.
*Went to donate again the next day, wait 2 1/2 hours,
AFTER being told the meds I'm on aren't harmful to the
donor system, then I get 5 mns away from donating,
they say "Oh well, you need a sheet signed from your
doctor, since you're on meds, and you have to wait
til next THURSDAY. I F'ING LEAVE WEDNESDAY!
I know there's more, and I can't sit and dwell on them all,
I'm sooo stressed out, so sick of being stressed, sick of
EVERY LITTLE THING going wrong.. and when the big things
hit me I feel like .. ugh.. *BANG!!!*
(I definitely feel like doing THAT to a few choice people..)