Life is so f*cking stupid. I'm so sick of people who are fake. I'm sick of money ruling everything in everyone's lives. I'm sick of one person trying to outdo another person in every way possible. I'm sick of the stupid little bitches who can't seem to find the right size of clothes to wear, you know the type, the ones who seem to think they're a size 2 when they're really a size 6; so EVERYTHING HANGS OUT.
I'm sick of friends who aren't really friends.
I'm sick of liars and cheaters.
I'm sick of people who live their entire lives online and think that people they've never even met are actually better friends than people they've known for a long time in real life. (Yeah you know who you are.)
I'm fed up with THE FAKENESS THAT IS A MAJORITY OF PEOPLE THESE DAYS.
I'm TIRED of having to explain that no, I'm not okay. No, my life isn't going GREAT. NO MY HEAD ISN'T TOTALLY CLEAR. No, I'm not fucking happy and peppy. No, I DON'T FEEL GOOD AND I HAVEN'T FOR THE PAST YEAR OF MY LIFE IF NOT MORE! No I probably DON'T FUCKING LIKE YOU.
If I liked you, I'd talk to you. Just because I say "Hi" or "Yeah, how are you" doesn't mean I give a flying fuck. I'm trying not to be RUDE. But when I don't RESPOND EVERY DAMN TIME YOU TRY TO TALK TO ME, isn't that a hint that MAYBE... just MAYBE I don't want a damn thing to do with you??
I don't have TIME in my LIFE for you fake ass people who try to be fake ass friends.
There's only a handfull of people I actually call MY FRIENDS. If you're not one of them, boo fucking hoo, go cry yourself a river because I'm not appologizing for not falling into your stupid immature little crap games of "He's my friend, she's my friend, but I talk shit behind their back just because..." bs.
I've been on this earth for 20 fucking years, you'd think I'd be smart enough by now (which I am) to finally get that 99.9% of you idiots are full of shit and could truly care less about anyone but yourselves.
I'm done being nice. I'm done doing the right thing and being all sweet and talkative and lively. I'm sick of PRETENDING to give two shits about your dog puking on your carpet or your husband being a jackass. Why the hell should I care? I don't KNOW YOU.
If you happen to be one of the people that I consider a friend, thank GOD FOR YOU because I was beginning to think that nobody on this earth was worth a flying fuck and nobody cared about anything but themselves. It's people like you (my friends) who have shown me to try to keep an open mind that not everybody is a evil backstabbing piece of crap.
This world sucks, man. This life sucks. It's just all full of lies and hatred and cheating and backstabbing and horrible things. Fuck, go ahead, tell me to go to hell. I'll tell ya I'm ALREADY THERE.