YO WOW I CAN'T BELIEVE IT TOOK ME THIS FREAKING LONG TO DOWNLOAD THIS POS WHATEVER OMG! I CAN BLOG FROM MY MAC NOW! WOW! THE REASON I NEVER DOWNLOADED IT BEFORE , WAS PROBABLY BECAUSE I WAS JUST LAZY OR UNMOTIVATED BY SLOW INTERNET. WHATEVER POINT IS I CAN FREAKING BLOG! GUESS WHAT, SO WELL DIDN'T GET TO MOVE....TO CALIFORNIA....BECAUSE NO ONE MOTHER FUCKER WOULD FUCKING HELP ME.....I MEAN....ONE PERSON SAID THEY WOULD BUT THEY SAID THEY COULDN'T DO IT FOR THE MONTH OF JANUARY OR THE FIRST WEEKEND IN FEBRUARY...AND I MEAN ASIDE FROM THE FACT THAT I DIDN'T HAVE MY MONEY OR AID FROM SCHOOL TILL MID JANUARY, ACTUALLY JANUARY 7TH TO BE <<< EXACT......I WAS READY TO MOVE.......ON LIKE ANY DAY AFTER THAT...GRANTED I WAS NOT PACKED AND ALL THAT I NEEDED ONE PERSON JUST ONE ASSHOLE TO HELP, AND SINCE THEY WERE ARE AND ALL ARE ASSHOLES, I GOT NO HELP....AND SO LIKE CMON SCHOOL STARTED FOR ME ON THE 13TH OF JANUARY....ONLINE CLASSES....AND I TOLD THIS PERSON WHO OFFERED TO HELP THAT I REALLY DIDN'T HAVE A LOT OF TIME OR MUCH TIME OR ANY TIME U KNOW TO WASTE, IN A NICE WAY I WAS SAYING LOOK I CAN'T PRO LONG THIS TRIP, BECAUSE SCHOOL IS GOING TO START AND I NEED TO BE SOMEWHERE WHERE I CAN STUDY AND FOCUS AND MOST OF ALL REALLY BE SOBER, BECAUSE I CAN'T STUDY AND FOCUS IF I'M NOT SOBER, AND IF I DON'T HAVE FRIENDS AROUND WHO ARE MATURE ENOUGH TO "PARTY" AND WORK YOU KNOW...WHATEVER....EVEN IF SOMEONE IN MY FAMILY JUST CAME FOR ME AND DROPPED MY ASS OFF AT SCHOOL ALL DAY AND CAME BACK AT LUNCH YOU KNOW OR EVERY OTHER DAY HAVE A STUDY DAY, LIKE NO PERSON THAT I CAN ACTUALLY CREATE A TANGILBE LONG LASTING FRIENDSHIP WITH, OFFERS THAT PART IN A FRIENDSHIP, WHICH EXCUSE THE FREAK OUT OF ME I'M IN COLLEGE ALONG WITH EVERY OTHER HOT DAMN COLLEGE STUDENT SO STUDYING ONCE AGAIN IS WHAT WE SHOULD BE DOING STUDYING WHATEVER I'M PISSED! I CAN'T SEE NOW CUS THE PINK IS GLARING I GET IT........WOW...BLINDED....BY MY OWN RATH...... ANYWAYS.....IT'S A GREAT FEELING CUS I'M BLOGGING ON MY MAC SUCKAS......LET ME FINISH....SO...NO HELP...JANUARY 7TH.....JANUARY 13TH...PASSES...I'M STILL HOME....LIKE I'M TRYING TO U KNOW MAKE MY LIFE BETTER AND BE A BETTER PERSON AND MAKE MORE MONEY FOR MYSELF AND MY FAMILY U KNOW, AND NO ONE COULD STEP UP FOR LESS THAN 24 HOURS TO HELP ME MOVE. BOTTOM LINE IS I DIDN'T GO....IT WAS MEANT TO BE, BUT I LEARNED A FEW THINGS, ESPECIALLY WELL ONE ABOUT "FRIENDS" THEY AIN'T UR FRIENDS. THE PERSON I WANTED TO LIVE WITH TREATED ME LIKE A STRANGER, AND I'VE KNOWN THEM AS WELL AS THE WHOLE FAMILY FOR LONGER THAN 10 YEARS SO......THAT IS NOT SOMETHING I DESERVE TO SPEND X AMOUNT OF DOLLARS ON TO MOVE CROSS COUNTRY TO LIVE WITH THIS TYPE OF PERSON WHOSE GONNA TREAT ME LIKE SHIT, IF NOT STUPIDER AND WORSE THAN THE PEOPLE I'M ESCAPING. BOTTOM LINE IS.....I AM MOVING...AND I'M NOT TELLING ANYONE....I DIDN'T TELL ANYONE WHERE I'M GOING WHAT PART OF TOWN OR WHY, BECAUSE THEY WOULD JUST MAKE COMMENTS AND REMARKS AND GIVE STUPID EMPTY ADVICE, SO GET IN WHERE YOU FIT IN AND BLOG MO FUCKA!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) I CAN'T BLOG ENOUGH! I'M GONNA BE HERE EVERYDAY! I'M GOING TO BUY A NEW TV................... :) IT'S GONA BE THE SHIT....I NEED TWO THINGS....>>>>> I NEED A TV/ AND A COMPUTER SCREEN SO I CAN HOPEFULLY FINISH OUT THE REST OF THE SEMESTER. I HONESTLY CAN EVEN LOG IN TO MY ACCOUNT ANYMORE BECAUSE I JUST VOIDED IT OUT, I AM NOT DOING ANY SCHOOL WORK AND I'M LIKE 6 WEEKS IN...OR SOMETHING. SEE I KNOW HOW MANY WEEKS I BEEN IN....I KNOW WHAT'S LEFT...I KNOW WHAT I NEED TO DO...KNOW HOW TO DO IT...BUT CAN'T GET THERE....SO WHATEVER...I'M DOING IT NOW. AND I ONLY NEED ONE CLASS FOR GRADUATION SO I'M AT THE END OF THE ROAD, I DONT' CARE ANYMORE WHAT HAPPENS....I GOT OUT FROM MY STUPID AS HOUSING AND NOW CAN MAKE A NEW BETTER CHEAPER EVENTUALLY RICHER LIFE FOR MYSELF, SO FUCK ALL YALL, NOT ALL YALL BUT YOU KNOW ALL THEM HATER RATERS!!!!!!!! :) PEACE OUT! CAPTAIN MADE IT HAPPEN!!!! SHE'S A PIIMPPP BTICHES YA HEARD THAT PIMPIN'!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...P.S. I CHANGED THE HOT PINK TO THIS COLOR....WOA!!! :)

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Posted at 02/26/2011 04:13 PM

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espionage x said at 02/26/2011 10:24 PM

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your life is exciting, its funny reading what you have to say :)

on the other hand, i got bullied so badly today lol im not paulie d so plz dont scream cabs r HEA to me...

Captian Killa said at 02/28/2011 09:29 PM

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I LOVE YOU FOR SAYING THE CAB IS HEAA!! HAHA! I DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT SHIT LIKE THAT HAHAH AND LAST NIGHT I JUST THOUGHT LIKE OF COURSE HE'S NOT THAT CUTE....BUT I DON'T KNOW...ANYWAYS......THANKS FOR READING!!!! KEEP TUNED....LOTS MORE TO COME!!! :~) U GOT BULLIED...??...*FUCK BULLIES*

espionage x said at 02/28/2011 10:03 PM

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lol that was the bullied part is that the cabs were actually heere to pick me up LOL and on top of that i had on ronnys hat LIKE it isnt, its the same one as fidel castro's with the small brim and army fatigued/jungle green, so i guess they thought i was pullin a mtv/jersey shore momnet, but i wasnt lol i donno, life is funny :]

Captian Killa said at 02/28/2011 10:11 PM

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THAT IS FUNNY! HAHAHA!!! DUDE SO YEA DID THEY LEAVE THE SITUATION....HOW LONG DID HE TAKE....DID U SEE THAT EPISODE....

espionage x said at 02/28/2011 10:14 PM

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LOL nahh like i neva watch da show like that, it was just that i was waiting for my cab and a bunch of nex ppl just started grillin me 4 waitin 4 a cab haha

like real talk that show is just biting mtvs real world idea, i dunno, with all the drama and all it sells for their channel so either way mtv makin money

Captian Killa said at 02/28/2011 10:18 PM

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OH YEAH FOR SURE....SAME THING IT'S LIKE "REAL WORLD NEW JERSEY" BASICALLY.....I WANNA BE ON TV SO I DON'T KNOW I GUESS THE DRAMA "EXICTES" ME NOT REALLY THOUGH CUS I JUST LIKE WATCHING THE STUFF, I REALLY TRULY HATE DRUNK STUPID ASS PEOPLE, WHICH MOST REAL WORLD AND REALITY SHOWS ARE BASED UPON....

ABOUT THE CAB THING.... YEAH I HATE WHEN PEOPLE RUSH YOU OR JUST ARE ASSHOLES ABOUT NOT WAITING OR JUST ASSHOLES ABOUT WHAT U DO HOW U DO IT DID IT WANNA DO IT WILL DO IT ETC...LIKE SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LET ME CHILL SHIT..... WHERE U WAITING BY YOURSELF, GONNA MEET UP WITH FRIENDS...? THAT WERE WAITING FOR YOU?? SOMETIMES IT'S OK TO RUSH BUT MOST OF THE TIME LIFE JUST FLOWS PEOPLE NEED TO GO WITH IT!!!

espionage x said at 02/28/2011 10:23 PM

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nah i was comming home, copped some food Cause i was kinda hungry from the nite so i got sum food, and just waited while i got chirped at like i was tom cruise on the block or somethin, it was funny,:::::

how was your day though?:) i mean today :]

just TwiSt said at 02/26/2011 04:22 PM

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i was wondering what happened to u missed ur blogs. and i fell ya. "ppl r stupid"...lol

just TwiSt said at 02/26/2011 04:23 PM

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oops feel ya not fell ya...lol

Captian Killa said at 02/26/2011 04:38 PM

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Yeah thanks haha! I made a couple errors in there like one I meant that I can't even log in to school, cus I've voided it out of my brain, but I should...I thought about paying you to do them all for me ;) Any chance that's a go...????? Awesome! Anyways, also, well I was gonna blog again to correct my mistakes ahahhaa!!!

Captian Killa said at 02/26/2011 08:34 PM

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Well aren't you a LIL bitch! Haha! :)

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