I AIN'T GOT NOTHING TO PROVE CUZ THIS IS WHAT I DO!!!!! YOU CAN FIND ME ON THE STAGE ALL DAY, DON'T YOU KNOW I GO HAAARRRRDDD!!!!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V3KtNnTWeCI I don't know how to embedd codes anymore. I saw someone had their video on their blogs, but I can't figure that shit out. I'm blaming it on everything else BUT ME! I have three EFFING COMPUTERS!!!!! It shouldn't be that hard, one of them should be COMPATITBLE!!!! Whatever! Maybe it's my computers I have problems with, I hate myspace too! Anyways, I have a lot to say, but no where to say it. I feel fucking like I can't say anything on my pages cuz people take shit personal. I got one dude up on my nuts who obviously just is trying to get some, and I got some other dude who is opposite that obviously he's the person you trying to get with right, and the mother fucker just acts dumb. Like as if I don't know what the hell is going on. Like as if I'm stupid, like as if I haven't been lied to ignored and or cheated on and or disrespected before, cmon! Really?! Really?! Really..I don't care if we live far away, these days, mother fuckers want you to be on their twitter facebook myspace gamertags youtube and you ain't gonna say what up at least once or twice a day, or every couple days, you just wanna play dumb like I'm sum ugly groupie ass hoe, NOT ME NOT TODAY! This follows along the lines of yesterday's blog that I effing lost it was so damn DEEP! But basically I'm DONE!!!!! I'm done trying to find or wait for a man who is gona be prince charming. I don't want to be with a guy that doesn't love himself or have goals for himself, and I don't want to be with someone who is too obsessed with my goals and my dreams cuz the point is to have your own, accomplish them, and find a "partner" who will help you move forward. I just fucking figured out that NOBODY WANTS TO HELP ME MOVE FORWARD! It would be competition anyways, and guess what I FUCKING WIN!!!! ALWAYS!!!!!! So don't even try. Don't try to bring no wack hoes around to make me jealous or hurt or sad cuz truthfully, I'll just get mad, mad as hell, if you gonna just disrespect me by ignoring me and letting me wonder and figure out which nasty hoes are trying to fuck wit you....nah ah..you can't have this, shit go fuck those hoes! :) And then you wanna write about, or talk about it, and don't explain yourself, oh hell no, I ain't gonna be with no person whose gonna waste their time on the "game" drinking smoking really, cmon! That failed, the quitting failed kind of ish....It's like I don't like it my body's tired but I still did it, gona do it. Whatever subject over. I did buy starburst cuz I was craving sourness so yeah that was a crave I munched and crunched those fuckers!!! ALL THE RED ONES RED ONLY BITCHES RED ONLY It's all about CHERRY!!!!!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V3KtNnTWeCI Look at that song it's the shiiiiiittttt!!!!!!!!!!!! And it's 5 minutes long awesome!!! GET OUT THE WAY CK COMIN THRU!! YOU KNOW WHAT IT DO WHY YOU LOOKIN SO CLUE-LESS>>>>>>BABY YOU GON STRESS ME AND I KNOW YOU WANA TEST ME BUT I'M NOT THAT KINDA GIRL SO YOU GONA HAVE TO ROCK MY WORLD......hahaha freestizzy bizzy! I been rappin' lately, I'm good ahahha I'm not even gonna write or sing or try to put stuff out, I'm just gonna let people try to take advantage of me and my friendship and I'm gona bottle that shit up so I just spit albums out like ROCKETS!!!!! :) It's not even worth right now trying to develop I know I got the skill, I just need the rest of the tools, like homies, people, studio, and even if I don't record with people, I will record on my own some day, so yeah, I have a lot of friends with music and beats they just need singers, so I might hit them up...The time has come finally! I finished my paper the other day, I stayed up all night, and then well I finished it. So i just have one more paper and map to write and make. I didn't go out of town yesterday, because well, my dad's car's engine light came on yada yada...it's nice, I kind of wanted to stay home anyways.....but whatever..... I don't know, I'm just trying not to waste any time anymore. I put a bunch of plans into place for the rest of this year, and I'm gonna pissed off if they don't fall through. Oh hell no. I can't even talk about it, but all I'm saying is I planned this semester out you know, so I could have vacation and if I don't get my gd vacation, it's gonna be fucking fireworks in your face!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL!!!!! :~) So...well....after this week I'm done with skizzy skizzool!!!!! I don't know, I don't know what to do, I guess start thinking about really moving and if and where do I would I want to move. I guess I told my friend after I finished college I would go to CALIFORNIA cuz she lives there, and she just had a baby, and well, I bet I could move to the city she is in. It will put me where I need to be to finish my career or start it, but yet, dayum, I don't know....I'm kind of just trying to hop into the music game, to be serious, I have too much going for me to waste time with a job somewhere that can't help me accomplish my goals. I want to move to Colorado too, that's nice, or NEW YORK, but I'm trying to go somewhere where I can work, and still make music, well start making music.....I got a homie in CO that raps, so he's got connects with studios, but the point is I need to WORK so I CAN PAY FOR THE SHIT I NEED TO SET UP MY OWN STUDIO!!!! Wouldn't that be the shit! I'm gonna call my record label if I ever have one which I will, lol, ERIN ROSE RECORDS catchy huh!!!! :~) Say my name Say my name!!!! :~) Pretty GIRL SWAG!!!!! So basically point of this blog is don't waste anybody's time, not yours not mine not anybody's. If you don't like somebody tell them, it's easier telling people the truth then telling them lies. I have a friend who wants to know why like we can't be together and stuff like that and some of the things are just obvious, and they try to step to me and tell me I need to do this or that or get better in this area like really, ur just a hypocrite, I haven't showered today, and you saying I look good....really...so what about when I do shower, you gon say I look shitty, really, cmon!!! Haters fakers wanna be lakers!!!!! Get off my shit!!!! CUS I I I PRETTTY GIIIRRLLL SWWAAAGGG!!!!!! ahhh!!!! I want to work with Ciara she's awesome and she STEALS MY MOVES!!! JK!!! I still wanna work with her.......
Yall heard this...
Yeah you can't rock it like US BITCH you NEED TO STFU!!!! I'm on A MISSION!!!!! This is the bizzzzyyyy bizzzz bizzz!!! :~)
P.S. My main main main point, is that I''m ready to MOVE, I'm ready for the next step and chapter in my life, and I keep meeting people who ain't ready, they think they ready but they ain't ready, cuz I'm ready, and I'm here, and I don't work, so I'm here everyday, 24/7 day in day out, trying to stay sober so I can have a good life and live a good life and be a good wife and you just gonna diss me ignore me and act like you don't hear me, for real, cuz you wanna be hard to get a hold of, cuz you kickin it with all them fake ass friends you talk about you don't like, so basically you're not real, you can't say what you mean and mean what you say, cuz I'm ready, I'm out, I don't gotta wait around to see what's the dealio or anything you know, I don't need to figure shit out I got shit figured out, and I'm gonna stay single, I don't have to deal with jealousy on my part or on someone else's I don't have to fucking ask permission to do ANYTHING CUS YOU AIN'T MY MAN!!!! It's gonna be nice!!! Try to wife me just try it don't try it you'll end up bawling in a corner with tears just dripping down your face, I'm a bitch, and I'm gonna stay that way!!! :~) SUCKA FREE!!!! A SUCKA MOTHA FUCKING FREEE BITCH NIGGAS!!!! Hahaha don't get mad, I can say that, cus yall call Beeners Beeners and Crackers Crackers and Spics Spics and all that bull shit, and I'm sure there is some black in my family somewhere....so fuck off!!!! haters!!!! :~) Fakers wanna be lakers!!!!!
The best part about being single is thinking, dreaming, and believing and knowing someday I'm gonna be with someone great!!! AND IF I'M REALLY LUCKY AND PLAY MY CARDS RIGHT (INSIDE JOKE) I WILL END UP WITH OR MARRY SOMEONE YOU KNOW WHO IS AWESOME LIKE A MUSICIAN LIKE SOMEONE YOU NEVER EXPECTED USHER, OR SOMEONE I DON'T KNOW NOT THE BLACK EYED PEAS OR BRAD PITT BUT SOME REALLY AWESOME PERSON THAT'S WHAT I WANT. WHO DO I WANT......IT'S LIKE I'VE THOUGHT ABOUT DATING PEOPLE LIKE CHRIS BROWN, <<< BUT WHY RIGHT, BRUNO MARS, HMMMM......??? WHO ELSE.....LOL. I THINK THERE ARE A LOT OF PEOPLE TO MEET BESIDES MUSICIANS LIKE THE FAMOUS ONES YOU KNOW DANCERS OR BACKGROUND VOCALS I DON'T KNOW A MAN<<< THAT'S THE POINT <<<< A MAN<<<< A MAN>>>>>NEVER CHEATS A MAN >>>>>NEVER LIES>>>>>A MAN NEVER DENIES OR TRIES TO HIDE WHAT HE FEELS INSIDE....>>>A MAN CAN BE A WOMAN>>> WOMAN CAN BE STRONGER THAN MAN>>>> A MAN LIVES WITH NO FEAR INSIDE>>>> A MAN HOLDS GOD'S HANDS!!!!!
I'M DONE LOL LOVE YALL XOXOX PEACE
P.S. DUDE FIRST OFF MY CATS ARE KILLER NEGRO JUST SCRATCHED THE HELL OUT OF ME TWICE, KILLER DUDE, WOW!
SECOND OFF I DON'T WANT TO END UP WITH SOMEONE FAMOUS, THAT'S NOT WHAT I'M SAYING, I'M JUST LIKE THINKING INTO THE FUTURE ABOUT WHO I AM GOING TO WORK WITH IF I WORK WITH THEM AND WHAT PEOPLE I MEET. I PROBABLY HAVE SAID TO PEOPLE OR JUST THOUGHT THAT I WOULD MARRY SOMEONE WHO WAS LIKE A NORMAL CITIZEN WITH A NORMAL JOB, IF THEY WEREN'T AFTER ME FOR WHATEVER MY CAREER OR SUCCESS WOULD BENEFIT HIM YOU KNOW, LIKE SOMEONE WHO SEE'S PAST THAT SHIT, BUT I DON'T KNOW I DON'T CARE GOD HAS A PLAN RIGHT RIGHT. CAPICE! AND I'M NOT SOLICITING MYSELF EITHER AGAIN LOL. PEACE.