I DON'T KNOW WHY REALLY SERIOUSLY I DON'T BUT LATELY I HAVE BEEN FELLING LIKE A STAR, LIKE ONLY WHEN I COME TO GAMERTAGPICS, I FEEL GOOD LIKE GREAT LIEK THE I'M A BAD ASS BLOG, AND THE NOW I'M BACK FOR MORE I'M A BAD ASS TALK! IT'S FUNNY CUZ I HAD A TERRIBLE WEEK! MY BREAKS WENT OUT ON MY CAR CUZ I DRIVE LIKE A FOOOLLL AND WELL THOSE WENT OUT, MY MOM DIDN'T EVEN GIVE ME 24 HOURS TO GET STUFF OUT OF MY CAR, AND OF COURSE I NEEDED IT AND THE WAY SHE DOES THINGS, MAN I TELL YOU IS ASS BACKWARDS BUT WHATEVER NO IT DOESN'T MAKE ME WANNA SHOOT MYSELF.....SO LIKE I HAD THIS TEST TODAY, AND IT WAS THE ONLY TEST OF THE CLASS AND THE CLASS IS OVER NOW, AND WELL BECAUSE I DIDN'T DO MUCH HOMEWORK I DON'T KNOW IF I WILL PASS...IF THE TEACHER IS AT ALL ANY CHILD OF GOD, SHE WILL PASS ME WITH A C..................I THINK SHE KNOWS I TOOK THE COURSE IN THE SUMMER, I'M SURE SHE FORGOT, I KNOW AND UNDERSTAND THE MATERIAL, I MEAN I'M NOT A MATHMETICIAN BUT HEY, I KNOW MY SHIT, AND WELL, IT WOULD JUST BE DISGUSTING IF I FAILED AGAIN, AND I DON'T WANT TO COME BACK NEXT SEMESTER BLOGGING ABOUT STATISTICS...REALLY CMON................. I THINK THE REASON I FEEL LIKE A BAD ASS IS BECAUSE I FEEL THAT WHEN I TYPE AND BLOG I CAN BE SO HONEST AND I FEEL LIKE I'M GETTING TO KNOW MYSELF, ALTHOUGH I ALREADY KNOW MY "BAD ASS" SELF, IT'S JUST LIKE STARTING NEW SOMETIMES, LIKE ACTUALLY DIGGING IN AND REALZING THINGS ABOUT MYSELF I MAY HAVE NOT KNOWN OR THOUGHT ABOUT FOR A WHILE.....SO I WILL ATTEMPT TO EXPLAIN A FEW THINGS ABOUT ME OR THOUGHTS THAT GO THROUGH MY HEAD OR WHATEVER, BECAUSE YEAH I KNOW YOU CARE, WHEREVER YOU ARE YOU CARE!!!!!! IT'S FUNNY CUZ BY THE TIME I GET THE IDEA TO WRITE A LIST OF THINGS........WELL.....I FORGET WHAT IT IS....WTF.....WHAT WAS IT..........FIRST OF ALL, MY FONE IS DEAD AND I BET MAYBE SOMEONE IS TEXTING BUT I'M PEFECTLY HAPPY HERE FLYING HIGH IN THE COMPUTER LAB JUST TYPING RAMBLING TALKING AWAY.....TO NO ONE....TO YOU TO MYSELF...BECAUSE WHY....>>> WELLL I'M A BAD ASS......<<<< DID YOU HAVE TO ASK!!!!???!!!!
SO MAYBE I'M NOT THE SMARTEST BOOK WORM OR THE DUMBEST GENIOUS, BUT HEY, U KNOW, I'M STILL SMART......SO WHY CAN'T I REMEMBER WHAT I WAS GONNA BLOG DANG IT!!!!! I GUESS LIKE I WANTED TO EXPLAIN SOMETHING THEN IT DIDN'T NEED TO BE EXPLAINED....WHATEVER....A LIST....A LIST...I THINK IT STARTED WITH GUYS AND GIRLS LIKE YEAH WE KNOW THIS I KNOW THIS, I HATE WHEN GIRL FRIENDS NEGLECT A FRIENDSHIP OVER A GUY, OVER A SCRUB, OVER A CHEATER, A LIAR, A PLAYER, A THIEF, A FREAKING STRANGER, OVER A STRANGER!!!!! I HATE THAT, I HATE WHEN MY GIRLFRIENDS ARE NO LONGER MY GIRLFRIENDS BECAUSE THEY HAVE BOYFRIENDS....AHHH I HATE IT...I'M COOL IF YOU'RE REALLY IN LOVE WITH THE DUDE AND HE'S IN LOVE WITH YOU AND IT'S HEALTHY AND YALL ARE HAPPY, BUT WHEN IT'S JUST A GAME AND THE DUDE IS ALWAYS CHASING THE GIRL OR VICE VERSA, I'M JUST SICK OF IT! LIKE I DON'T EVEN HAVE ANY FRIENDS IN "COLLEGE" THAT I GO TO GAMES WITH...FOOTBALL...OR BASKETBALL...FIRST OF ALL...MY FRIENDS I DO GO WITH, HAVE KIDS....SECOND OF ALL...I SHOULD HIT UP MY NEIGHBOR.....THIRD OF ALL...WELL THEY JUST OUT DRINKING OR DOING OTHER SHIT...I'M TIRED OF IT...WHATEVER. I DIDN'T COME HERE TO BITCH I CAME HERE TO REJOICE. I GUESS MAYBE I'M GETTING HAPPIER THE CLOSER I GET TO BEING DONE WITH SCHOOL. MAYBE IN THE GRAND SCHEME OF THINGS LITTLE THINGS LIKE BITHCES CHOOSING DICKHEADS OVER ME WON'T MAKE ME SO MAD WHEN I'M WORKING, BANKING IT, BOOTY SHAKING, AND TRAVELING, YEAH MAYBE SHIT WON'T MATTER THEN....MAYBE WHEN I GOT ALL MY DUCKS IN A ROW, AND I CAN ACTUALLY BE FREE TO DO WHAT I WANT, MAYBE THEN I WON'T BE SO UPSET WHEN PEOPLE I NEED AREN'T HERE....MAYBE...JUST MAYBE THEN...!!!! :)
P.S. MAYBE THE REASON I FEEL GOOD IS BECAUSE I AM EXPRESSING MY TRUE SELF, I DIDN'T SAY THAT AND I MEANT TO, LIKE IF I'M MAD I CAN SAY THAT HERE, IF I'M SAD I CAN SAY THAT HERE, ON FACEBOOK, LIKE I GOT FRIENDS, FAMILY, HATERS, ALL OF THE ABOVE WHO WILL JUST MISINTERPRET WHAT I SAY AND THEN CALL ME OR TEXT ME WHICH REALLY MAKES SHIT WORSE, BECAUSE I LIKE TO SURF THE WEB AND BE ONLINE AND CHAT AND STUFF, AND PEOPLE THINK LIKE ONCE I UPDATE I'M DESPERATE TO GO OUT, NAH BITCH I GOT MY HEAD FONES ON AND I'M ROCKING OUT, DON'T CALL ME, DON'T TEXT ME, AFTER A FACEBOOK UPDATE! CMON! LIKE GET IT TOGETHER! U KNOW, I LOVE MY FREAKING LAPTOP! WHICH BY THE WAY, I FIXED! THANK YOU, YEAH THANK YOU, I KNOW I KNOW, I'M THE SHIT....NOT REALLY ACTUALLY THE RAM FIXED IT, SO THANK MEMORY FOR BEING MADE AND BEING RUINED, CUZ NOW MY COMPUTER DOESN'T FREEZE YAY!!! NEXT REPAIR, FIX LCD SCREEN...I STEPPED ON IT..... :( SHIT HAPPENS!!!!! :) ANYWAYS LIKE I SAID, IT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT I SAY HERE CUZ LIKE I DON'T REALLY GOTTA "DEAL" WITH THE PEOPLE HERE LIKE IF YOU DON'T LIKE WHAT I SAY, YOU MOVE ON, I'M NOT REALLY ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST SO IT'S NO BIG DEAL, FACEBOOK, NOW THAT'S JUST DIFFERENT, I CAN NEVER UPDATE THERE OR SPEAK MY TRUE FEELINGS CUZ IT EITHER GETS JINXED, OR PEOPLE GET JEALOUS, OR JUST ASSUME, OR THINK I'M CRAZY, SO WHATEVER! I LOVE GAMERTAGPICS.....ASIDE FROM THE FACT THAT I HAVE PROBLEMS WITH PUBLISHING...WE WON'T GO INTO THAT!!!!! MIGHT CATCH SOME HALO...YEAH I'M SUPPOSE TO BE PLAYING HALO SINCE I OFFICIALLY HAVE THE REST OF THE WEEEKKK OFF I CAN FINALLY JUST FOCUS ON THIS ONE CLASS NOW....I'M GONNA ACE THAT SHIT! I DON'T CARE IF IT DOES TAKE ME FOUR TIMES...FUGG IT..TECHNICALLY I TOOK IT ONCE, GOT A D, AND RE TRIED TWO MORE TIMES, BUT DROPPED IT, FOR THE SAME REASONS, THE LABS ARE TOO DAMN FREAKING LONG, 20 PAGES....??? CMON!!! DUDE REALLY!!!!! F YOU PAY ME!!!!!