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APRlL 0NEIL said at 08/23/2009 07:25 PM

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Who ever that freind is , is a douchebag.
Hope everything works out

MECOLEY said at 08/23/2009 10:56 AM

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Read what I wrote below out loud to yourself

MECOLEY said at 08/23/2009 10:55 AM

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1If I speak in the tongues[a] of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames,[b] but have not love, I gain nothing.

4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

8Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. 11When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. 12Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

13And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

DRuegon said at 08/23/2009 10:48 AM

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As someone whos been in your shoes man i recommend if you truely love her to keep at it.
i lost someone to a similar situation and i regret not sticking to my guns.
i hope that things work out for you and your girl. im sure if you both work at it you can do it. it wont be easy but its worth it if you've found someone worth fighting for.
props on the blog.
peace

BlackRaven85 said at 08/23/2009 10:59 AM

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Thanks man, I can't stand by and let this so-called friend win. Her family and her real friends all wanted to see us together because I made her happy, she couldn't stop talking about me, she was in love real bad. Even if she moved on, I think Rebecca should know about what kind of person this girl is. And know I tried with every breathe to fix this, I really did. Thanks again for your support.

DRuegon said at 08/23/2009 11:07 AM

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no need to thank dude...its my truth.
hope it works out for you and Rebecca.
btw let me know how things go...im intruiged to find out if you two manage to do what i couldnt.
peace

MECOLEY said at 08/23/2009 10:47 AM

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Start Singing this song to her

I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures I took
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)

FooTM said at 08/23/2009 10:32 AM

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Just Move On. Lol.

99.999999999999999999999999% of the time it isn't worth it.

No matter how you think of yourself either you won't fall into that one percent chance that it will work. Even if you do make it past something like this something else will happen, and then something else, and then something else.




















It's not worth doing all of this, put it past you.

BlackRaven85 said at 08/23/2009 10:51 AM

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Tried, but it doesn't seem right that she wasn't involved in the decision. It's her friend, and I already knew from the start there was someone that hated me. It's better to resolve it even if she moved on, because she's a good person, anyone that has talked to her knows that. She at least has knows I tried my best and that this friend didn't get what she wanted. I'd feel better myself, you know?

FooTM said at 08/23/2009 10:54 AM

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It all comes back to slap you in the face. I was in the same position. I got through it, then she died and came back to life (I was going to get married to a zombie with AIDS yay!) Then she cheated on me after falling off the face and I spent a month straight trying to get back in contact with her to hear "Don't call me anymore, I don't love you. -click-"



Lololololol. ANd now I realize, I wouldn't have to taken care of 2 sets fo twins and be married to a zombie wife with aids.








This stuff isn't worth it. Trust me. ;)

BlackRaven85 said at 08/23/2009 10:26 AM

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I hate putting our private conversations out there, but I'm sick and tried of these games her friend is playing. And so, anyone that reads this will probably ask, why did she think of marriage. Well she was going to see what could happen, she had a bad experience and felt I might be the better choice after we known each other over Live. I never made any mind game. And if you believe people from here, they will tell you untrue things. I have screenshot proof of everything. It's a smart way to give proof of an actually message. I actually believe people can find love on Live and other social networks, things just happen.

Now this isn't a attack on anyone, I just ask that you, some of you who believe I'm a good guy, help me out. I didn't want to do this and it gets creepier than that from this person. Rebecca would never do anything like this because after this, the person got kicked off and Rebecca signed in. Also this person hides behind her account, which lends me to believe that her friend is using her own computer, logged into her account and Never give out your password to anybody folks. I've also tried dummy accounts to get around that blocking command to reach her... no luck.

So then, why do I defend people on here? Why does anyone who is being bashed by someone like what happened last night. It was uncalled for. And would bring this place a very bad name. You aren't suppose use these things to target members. She, however, isn't a member but an disturbed person. Rebecca needs to be made aware that this is continuing.

Other proof: http://h1.ripway.com/DarkOne21/rebecca1.jpg

MECOLEY said at 08/23/2009 10:22 AM

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There was this one time I had a website and Donavon was chatting to hiself he was like so how you guys doing and he typed back to himself going yeah im good. I WAS LIKE AHHHAHA that's the most funniest thing he could ever do.

MECOLEY said at 08/23/2009 10:20 AM

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AHAHAHAHAH HOW do you have her Screen shot ?

MetalxMistress said at 08/23/2009 10:33 AM

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Ctrl PrtScn. Buttons on your Keyboard.

BlackRaven85 said at 08/23/2009 10:43 AM

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I had the messenger open and took it to showed Rebecca, smart uh? When she seen it she didn't even know what to say, I asked her to change the password the first time. One personal thing, I couldn't have known without being there, I hated to screenshot that or even read it. It creep'd her out and she believed I couldn't have known that, she believed after that someone was stalking her active and was threaten by me having me in my life. I asked her to change her password... I want to protect her from harm and felt like I failed for months. I was so depressed for awhile.

MECOLEY said at 08/23/2009 10:45 AM

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Oh I know about that i mean how did he get her Screen shot

BlackRaven85 said at 08/23/2009 11:01 AM

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Pasted it into Photoshop