The worst breakup for me would be a choice between one of two. It's either the first one in which my Ex accused me of hitting her, which angered her friends and they were out to get me. Mentioned it before. I didn't hit her and nothing came of them trying to get me. Her family knew it wasn't true, her older sister whom I'm very good friends with to this day knows it wasn't true and eventually helped me put it straight. It all came to a head a few months after I'd come to stay with my aunt where she accused her now boyfriend (and father of her baby) of trying to rape her in a graveyard where her and her people were getting high and drunk. Everyone believed her at first when she told us what happened, her cousins were out for him. I'm not sure how it came about but it surfaced that he didn't and she was branded a liar there and then. No one believes anything she says anymore, not even her parents. And the two of them are together are doing okay, looking after their daughter, crazy huh?
The second is the one I'm currently enduring. I'd been with her about 8months, maybe 10, I'm not sure I wasn't counting. She was cool, a little clingy, but would do anything for me. It started to get to me when she wouldn't let go of me when I was around other females, like someone would walk by and snatch me from her or something, I don't know what her thoughts were but it urgh. I'm not really a public display kinda person, I dont' like being around alot of people and holding hands, kissing all that crap just isn't for me and she knew that before hand but still got mad about it. Woke up one morning and I just didn't want it anymore, so I broke up with her. She didn't take it very well, wanted answers, didn't have any... but she persisted. Kept asking me to take her back, saying she'd do anything, she couldn't be without me... can't be without me, I'm still getting crap now, she's bringing her friends into it and I don't want to discuss it with anyone. Fortunately her friend understands and doesn't bring it up with me, just talks about things, this and that, all cool. But it's getting to the point where it's feeling almonst stalkerish. I haven't spoken to her in the longest time, but she's still trying to get me back, it's kinda desperate. I've told her there is no way in hell and I mean it.
I never got why people stayed with someone so they didn't hurt them. If you don't want to be with someone you gotta get out of it. I've always made a point of being honest in my relationships and the second things change I bail out. Obviously in the nicest way possible, but you can never accurately predict how she's going to react. I'm still hoping she'll get over it sometime soon. She's holding on to something that doesn't want to be held on too.
Okay, so on a lighter note. I was wrong about Bulldog in PGR4. I can't remember what I referred to it as. But it's more like Infection on various games. When you "tag" someone, they become a "Fox" and have to hunt the remaining "Hares" Get a full room of people who enjoy playing it and you got yourself one hell of an awesome game. I'm a big fan of it now, been playing it for the last 3hours or something. Decided to take a little break and write this before I go and play Gears. PGR4 brings about a change from all the FPS' I have. I still haven't got around to completing Bioshock. I'm not all that interested in it, is that weird? Everyone says it's a great game, but in my opinion, it's not all that great.
I'm not all that into playing Football/Soccer games but I'm thinking about getting PES08 when it's released. I've heard that Fifa have revamped the way it plays and that it's actually pretty decent. Though from what I've heard throughout the years, Pro Evo is the better of the games. Not sure which to get, I'll find out when PES08 is out and if it's near now, I'll get that. Or maybe the newest NBA game? like I said I'm not all that big on sports game, I just want something that can give me a break when I feel like it. Anyways that's it