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Mum... But Both
I'm definitely closer to my mother than my father. I've always been close to my mum. Always been able to tell her everything and never fallen out with her. I think she's done a great job raising me the right way. She's kinda like a best friend these days, I'll go see my mum and dad alot, whenever I get the chance, weather permitting if I'm at home. Talk about this and that. I can't remember the last time I fell out with her, she always understands how I am and why I do what I do. She doesn't criticise me and just supports me through it all.
My dad and I though have had or differences throughout my youth. We weren't all that close, we barely spoke. When I was at home I'd be out in the morning and back home at night to sleep. Barely in the same room. Then that one night everything went bad and we got into a big fight and I decided to stay with my girlfriend, even though me and her had fallen out earlier. After that I came to stay with my aunt and for a couple of months I barely saw them, just stayed away, doing my own thing. When I did see him I barely spoke to him, no small talk, no chit chat, just hi and bye. It was awkward to say the least. But after a while things got better and we started talking more, he apologized for that ordeal (Awkward moment..) and that was that over. Since then we've been closer than ever. Talk alot, like I do with my mum, laugh and joke, mess around, all that kinda thing that grown people do when they have the heart of a child. I've not long got home from seeing them and my niece and sister... I gotta go for a while, Finish this blog soon...
I've lost my train of thought on that, I just read it back through and it sounds a little weird... but it's all good I'll leave it as it is. Being the carer for my aunt I have to be ready to do the most tedious task. Knowing very well I was passing a shop to get back home this morning, she didn't tell me she needed some stuff. So when I finally get back, bare in mind I'm tired because I've been awake since 5am, out by 8, playing with my niece until 10:30, and then home by 10:50, she wants me to go get crap from the shop. It wouldn't bother me if it was a one off, but she does this all the time. Oh well, nothing I can do about it I guess, I volunteered for this, stick it through to the end.
Last night I was staying at my friends, she clearly didn't remember because she wasn't there. So I let myself in and made myself at home like I do and just hung out until she got back. It turns out that her and her 'ming-game playing ex' are getting back together. On the surface he's a nice guy, but up until Saturday night he didn't want anything to do with her. And why the sudden change? because Saturday night was the night she was out with a friend having a drink. But rumours spread of them being on a date and he got jealous. She fell right for it though and it'd ridiculous. I get "I know, but I love him" and crap along those lines. She knew he was foul, she realised that, and it's just stupid that he clicks his fingers and she jumps. I wouldn't have a problem normally, but since all this began I've been the one to sit there and listen to her when she's upset and down about things. When she's angry at him. I'm the one who is the sympathetic ear. I wish I could say "Look I don't want to hear it" but I can't bring myself to do it. Don't get me wrong, I'm not heartless, but considering this has been going on for about 5months I'm sick of it. But I don't say anything, I just sit there and listen and try to talk sense into her, which ultimately falls upon deaf ears. How much is one person willing to take in the name of "Love" ?
Today I have no intention of doing anything. I'm just gonna sit, listen to music, play PGR4 amongst other things and just chill out and leave all the problems other people around me are having. I'm all for listening to problems, I enjoy being that kinda guy, but enough is enough of the 'manipulative ex who I don't want to be with but love' routine.
Have a nice day all who read this (and those that don't)
AnFonE
My dad and I though have had or differences throughout my youth. We weren't all that close, we barely spoke. When I was at home I'd be out in the morning and back home at night to sleep. Barely in the same room. Then that one night everything went bad and we got into a big fight and I decided to stay with my girlfriend, even though me and her had fallen out earlier. After that I came to stay with my aunt and for a couple of months I barely saw them, just stayed away, doing my own thing. When I did see him I barely spoke to him, no small talk, no chit chat, just hi and bye. It was awkward to say the least. But after a while things got better and we started talking more, he apologized for that ordeal (Awkward moment..) and that was that over. Since then we've been closer than ever. Talk alot, like I do with my mum, laugh and joke, mess around, all that kinda thing that grown people do when they have the heart of a child. I've not long got home from seeing them and my niece and sister... I gotta go for a while, Finish this blog soon...
I've lost my train of thought on that, I just read it back through and it sounds a little weird... but it's all good I'll leave it as it is. Being the carer for my aunt I have to be ready to do the most tedious task. Knowing very well I was passing a shop to get back home this morning, she didn't tell me she needed some stuff. So when I finally get back, bare in mind I'm tired because I've been awake since 5am, out by 8, playing with my niece until 10:30, and then home by 10:50, she wants me to go get crap from the shop. It wouldn't bother me if it was a one off, but she does this all the time. Oh well, nothing I can do about it I guess, I volunteered for this, stick it through to the end.
Last night I was staying at my friends, she clearly didn't remember because she wasn't there. So I let myself in and made myself at home like I do and just hung out until she got back. It turns out that her and her 'ming-game playing ex' are getting back together. On the surface he's a nice guy, but up until Saturday night he didn't want anything to do with her. And why the sudden change? because Saturday night was the night she was out with a friend having a drink. But rumours spread of them being on a date and he got jealous. She fell right for it though and it'd ridiculous. I get "I know, but I love him" and crap along those lines. She knew he was foul, she realised that, and it's just stupid that he clicks his fingers and she jumps. I wouldn't have a problem normally, but since all this began I've been the one to sit there and listen to her when she's upset and down about things. When she's angry at him. I'm the one who is the sympathetic ear. I wish I could say "Look I don't want to hear it" but I can't bring myself to do it. Don't get me wrong, I'm not heartless, but considering this has been going on for about 5months I'm sick of it. But I don't say anything, I just sit there and listen and try to talk sense into her, which ultimately falls upon deaf ears. How much is one person willing to take in the name of "Love" ?
Today I have no intention of doing anything. I'm just gonna sit, listen to music, play PGR4 amongst other things and just chill out and leave all the problems other people around me are having. I'm all for listening to problems, I enjoy being that kinda guy, but enough is enough of the 'manipulative ex who I don't want to be with but love' routine.
Have a nice day all who read this (and those that don't)
AnFonE
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