Is it possible to know you have mental problems? I'm not sure if that's the politically correct phrase for it, but I couldn't think of better wording at this time. Anyway, I was thinking about it, and I'm not really like people my age, not like any of my friends, I don't drink or smoke, I don't go out and party like the rest of my people do, I don't act like them, I don't talk like them, hell, I don't even think like they do, about the things they do. I don't take many things seriously, least of all life in general. Im not off in some dream world or anything like that. Can you be self-aware that you're handicaped? Maybe not as deveolped as I should be, mentally. I can't put it into words, ah... it doesn't matter I guess, but does play on my mind every now and then.
If I was to make a game, it'd be a stealth game, no doubt. I love stealth games, Metal Gear, Splinter Cell, Thief, even Tenchu... to an extent. I'd make an open world game, where you're some kind of mercenary for hire. You can go where you want, when you want. You get phone calls from clients who want you to carry out some kind of contract killing, maybe in a certain way (for a price of course) The idea being you have to follow your target, watch him, see what he does, where he goes, gathering details so you can pull of the kill. Maybe sit on a building top with a sniper rifle, or obtain a disguise and get up close and personal. Making sure you don't leave any evidence at the crime scene. You always have the option of turning down a target, you could even go to the target and talk to him, maybe offer him a way out, the game being all about them money. The game being completely open planned, any building roof can be reached, any room window opened, etc etc. Have a Co-Op mode where two people can work together or race to kill the target first, that would be awesome.
Or maybe just a MMORPG where you can choose many career paths, mob boss, cop, merc, merchant, etc etc. And you just do what you want to do.