Man, reality TV is not my thing, infact. I despise anything of the sort. It's just a nobody wanting to be famous. It's just a washed-up celebrity trying to rekindle what they once had, hoping to make that money to pay for the lifestyle they want to have. The ideas they come up with for these shows are ridiculous too. "Here, lets throw these celebrities into the jungle, let's watch them eat bugs, and other parts of animals, lets make it a phone-in show and screw people out of their money" Big Brother, wow, the concept of Big Brother is just so simple, but was never anything new. House, People, Cameras, show. Lets get people to phone in and we'll make a fortune, all you need is an arguement and people watching can't help but take sides. And on top of that, the voting system is flawed, votes get missed, certain lines are jammed, hell, if you want to rig an election, make the election a phone-in-only voting system, you'll get away with it that way.
Yeah, so I found out today that I sorta messed up. Not going to go into detail because "This line is not secure) haha, *cough* But yeah, on the real, Back a while ago I posted something up in one of my blogs that I really didn't think would be seen by anyone of relevance. By that I mean anyone it was concerning, not saying y'all from GTP are irrelevant, y'know I got love for the people :-D But it turns out that my sanctamonious blog space was not all that undiscovered by certain people. Infact, I believe it was someone I knew who gave up the link to all these, and various things that get said about certain topics.
In the end I found a few paragraphs of text that pretty much confirmed that they knew of these blogs and that everything I say about the said situation, is viewed by other parties. If that doesn't make sense to anyone, sorry. Y'all probably thinking I'm crazy, and well, you could be right. Let's just say, some people don't really approve of my direct approach to life, my "Put everything out for the world to see and have no secrets" attitude. Needless to say the topic is now off limits and that I won't be giving any more reason for my text to be read. Keep it strictly relationship-free and a gaming only environment from now on.
Well, not from NOW on, because I gotta tell ya this. I was told that some chick phoned up my ex. Claiming to be another of my ex's with three of my kids? Which is totally impossible by the way, I think I'd have known, and when I was told this I couldn't help but laugh, y'know, because it's so ridiculously unbelievable that only the most guillable person in the world could believe it? And even though she told me she didn't believe it, I think she did to an extent, which is why she had to check with me first... Anyways, all in all, the prankster was releaveled to me, and wasn't the person she thought it was, and wasn't someone I initially knew of. I think it was funny though and yes, you're right, "I Would"
Infact, I feel slightly invaded by the revelation that these are read by others who know me, I guess it makes it alot harder to write about the private things, because I don't know who could be reading this. And I don't want some of the things said here to be passed on to other people in a way that could land me in trouble through hurting someone's feelings or something. I wonder if I should stop writing here and find somewhere a little more anonymous, if not to safegaurd my opinions or something? Or maybe lock this place down to certain people's. say signed in people? People with actual GamerTags? Can I do that? Cause that would be great.
I'm comfortable with who I am, my character traits, my personality, my flaws and my problems, they're all mine, and I've come to accept them as part of me. If they weren't a part of me, I wouldn't be the me I am now, and if that was the case then you'd probably not know me or I wouldn't be here, sitting here, my presence known to the few who know of my existance or those who will come across me due to something that will occur because of my personality. I never contemplate alternate realities, what if this, what if that, what is done is done, what will happen will happen, based on my choice, my decisions and my ideas, my thoughts and such.... and I can't remember where the hell I was going with this, sorry...
All this green text looks like it could be hard to concetrate when reading, I like to mix it up a little normally, but not today. All one colour, all one idea, one thought, one blog. It's not mixed, all intertwined. The reality of this whole thing, the conclusion is simple, this is just a jumble, random thoughts pulled together, if not to explain just a little to the people I don't want to read this, who very much might be, I can't be sure. It may not make sense, it may not make a good read, a good view if you will, but damnit, people will still read and view it anyway, that, in itself means that I am like reality TV...