Yesterday I was in the middle of my blog when I accidently... well I say "I", but I'm pretty damn sure I didn't do anything... changed the page. It's annoying as hell when you do that kinda thing, especially after you wrote what you wanted to say the way you wanted it.
I take it as a sign though, I was mentioning a video on YouTube. A certain video in which users post their reactions too. I'm not sure how familiar y'all are with it? But there was one circulating around about 2chicks and one cup? Well yeah... curiosity killed the cat, stone cold stylie. That I couldn't watch for more than a few seconds. One of the users decided to do the same thing with another video. Though I made it through the full thing I was deeply disturbed by what I see, cringe-worthy material. Dudes especially don't wanna see this kinda thing happening... urgh.
Like I said, I wrote about it and ended up changing page before posting it. So as devine intervention, I believe I should not name the video on here, though if you're interested, and you have an iron gut, let me know and I'll give you a link, be warned though... it's urgh.
This text is horrible... t'is not a red day... In the mood for something a little darker, duller if you will. Slanted too, looks cool. So due to the accidental removal of my blog yesterday I didn't get to answer the question. EDDIE MURPHY. Simple as that, they guy is hilarious. I was going to put up my favourite part of RAW in the music vid, but deletion annoyed me too much to even bother. But yeah, Eddie Murphy is awesome.
What else? What else? Yesterday was weird, I was up all night Tuesday, planned to sleep Wednesday until I had to go out. Ended up going to see my niece and sister, which ended up with me going into town... I'm not sure how that came about to be honest, but it sucked. It was cold, and lots of people and boringness, etc. To deal with the pain that is shopping, I decided to pick myself up a PSP. I've been considering it a while, but never really bought into the idea because I didn't see any decent games. But the temptation was too great and I got the PSP lite.
Overall it's good, I like to use it to connect to the internet, so I don't have to take my laptop with me, the only problem is, I can't seem to sign into GTP on it. It won't accept the "Login" button on the mainpage, which is annoying as hell. It was kind of a selfish act to buy myself that, but I think I've deserved it for all the crap I've been through in life.
Colour... So yesterday, when I got back from town I decided to head straight to my friends. It was early afternoon and wasn't sure if she was in, but if not I've got a key, so I just make myself at home. She was in, her and her friend, with so many presents scattered everywhere, it was crazy. Not long after I got there, another of her friends came, who is pregnant, and along with her came the baby chatter. I was barely able to keep myself awake and decided not to fight it, went upstairs and went to sleep for a few hours.
I spent that time drifting in and out of sleep, everytime I woke up there was someone new in the house, and it was weird, I'd wake up, hear them or see them, register their presence and then just fall back to sleep. When I did wake up properly I wasn't sure if I'd imagined them or not.
Do I remember my dreams? Nope, very rarely do I dream. I do wake up thinking I'm being attacked, but that's not led up to in a dream, it's just a random thing that happens to me. Me sleeping is like an old-school RPG in which random monsters attack you from nowhere. For a few minutes it'll scare the life outta me and I'll run out the room until I come to my senses. It can happen many times in the same night, but I don't see it as much of a problem because the second I get back into bed I drop back to sleep.
There was a time back many years ago where I was constantly having nightmares. When I was really young I had the same re-occuring nightmare for months. Me, running away from these monsters with knives on those ancient pillars, with no floor, just jumping from one to another. Then the next thing I remember is being on a completely black floor with them all around me, then they jump on me, which is usually when I woke up. It was always very vivid and I hated it.
I had a pretty big room when I was younger too. I hated huge open spaces. When I was asleep I'd picture my room, my ceiling. The size of the room in my mind, in like basic 3D rendering, no detail just outline, and most objects where squares, different sizes. I could put my fingers in from of my eye, like I was measuring the size of the box and then it'd feel like it was in my hand, and I tried to squeeze it and couldn't. That used to effect me when I was awake too, I'd see boxes and my hand would re-enact me trying to grasp it with my index finger and thumb and it'd be like it was right there in my hand, just a cube, nothing to define what it was supposed to be. It used to make me have slight panic attacks because I couldn't stop trying to squeeze it. It was weird to say the least, and I'm not sure when it stopped happening, but it did. Though I did have a dream about the same thing a few months back in which I was messing with the cubes again. I'm back to being awake all night again, I'm exhausted right now. I'd like to make it until tonight so then I may be able to sleep right through, but I know there is no chance of that happening. I'm gonna have to sleep soon and then spend another night, awake, doing nothing but pass the time.
I'm sure there's something I've failed to mention, but for the life of me I can't think of anything. So I guess I'll leave it there. I hope everyone is having a very nice day/night depending on when you read this. Im' sorry if there are spelling or grammar mistakes, I'm not really with it, and I also apologise if none of the above makes sense.
I saw the video....It changed me....I used to be black, Anthony.....Lol. No, but that vid nearly made me throw up. It all made sense buddy, don't worry. Have a good one bro, and I hope you can get some sleep.
in havnt watched anhything yet but there is a dude on gtp called that im pretty sure i seen it on here the other day -wonders what the hell ur talking bout -something sickening -i guess i shd watch alone!