Today is the last day of my antibiotics, thank god. I hate swallowing pills, especially pain killers. I've been through enough pain the last week, more than enough to last me a life time, I never want to burst my ear drum again, still don't know what caused it. Probably loud music, before this happened I always had music in my ear, turned up as much as It could go. It's funny, as this was happening I thought when I got my hearing back I'd never take it for granted and abuse my ears like that again, then as soon as it was safe to listen to it again, I was right back where I started, oh well, it'll be my own fault if it does happen again. Just gotta be a little more cautious. I'm about to get ready to go see my niece, spend a little time with her this afternoon, then go home and play some games no doubt.
The drama from the people around me is starting to return. I never get the way people think in regards to people they care about. If someone is doing you wrong and messing with your head, and you've already accepted that (by your own admission, even though I'd been telling you for months) You get rid of them, you tell them to leave, to leave you alone and never bother you again. Okay, granted, that's what happened, for a while, and then the next thing, he's always there, y'all ain't together, but he's there, he's with you, you're going out together, everything is good? until someone asks if y'all are back together and then POW he's back to being a jerk playing mind games. Now, straight up, if that was me, I wouldn't allow a second time, I doubt they'd get through the first time, I've no time for games and I've no time for listening to the problems of people who are allowing themselves to be used, worst part about it is the fact that she KNOWS he's like this and still won't just keep her distance. If you don't want to be with him, why are you around him? he's still a goddamn jerk!
My dream set up is simple, empty room, big comfy chair, 50" widescreen TV, my Xbox and other various consoles, and maybe my PC through in got good measure. As it goes, Im saving up for my 50" widescreen TV as we speak, how much do I have? well... £0 at the moment, alot eh? naw, not really, but hey, I like to dream. I was predicting a new TV in around 4months, but it's looking like I could have it in 2. Can't wait, or I can... but only because I have no choice.
Ah, looks like my laptop battery is about to die... urgh.