I don't have any serious fears, I'm not afraid of death or flying, heights, or anything like that. I don't like spiders, but it's not really a big fear, they're just URGH. I can't have one near me but I don't mind it being at the other side of the room. Although, not long ago I walked into my kitchen, only to turn around and find a huge spider (by my definition) on the ceiling right above the door, and it looked like it was gonna fall so I wasn't going under it, I was in there for about 20minutes, sat on the kitchen side before I climbed out the kitchen window. I had to get my aunt to get it down. but other than that, I just dislike spiders and don't bother them if they're far enough from me.
I DID have a huge fear of killing my niece when she was younger. From the day she was born I spent hours of everyday with her up until she was about 9months old and looked after her quite often on my own. When I was babysitting her I wouldn't sleep at all, even though she slept pretty well through the night, for fear of not hearing her cry or having her stop breathing. Everytime I had her, I'd rock her to sleep and then lay her on my bed, laying beside her watching her all night. And alot of times I'd wake up in the middle of the night thinking she was on my bed, and i'd be looking through my covers thinking she couldn't breath and was trapped, or believing that i'd crushed her.. it scared me a hell of a lot, every single time it happened, and for a long time I just couldn't sleep properly. THAT was my biggest fear.
Im being accused of cheating on my ex now, I thought the whole situation was over with and thought she was cool with the fact that I didn't want to be with her, but then last night the textes returned and the attitude came with it. I can't understand people's motivation with things like this, just because I don't want to be with her I must be playing away. I've never done that, it's just wrong in itself and being told I have to be cheating because I changed my mind on her so suddenly is just offensive.
I love music, rap to be specific, and I think that Bubba Sparxxx's Deliverance album is the most underrated album ever. I remember hearing Back In The Mud and thinking it was cool. So went and got the album a few days after. At that time the whole album appealed to me, near enough every song was describing my life. I know that was random, but still, It's my favourite album ever and think it just needed a little mention. I love listening to it while I'm playing on Xbox Live.
Speaking of Live, I haven't played much lately, mostly because I can't be bothered with Gears Of War, and I don't want to start from the begining of Rainbow Six Vegas again on multiplayer, annnnnnnnnnnnnnnd I just outright suck at Forza2. I'll just await Halo3 and Project Gotham 4 to restore my interest in the 360.
That's all folks